FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176  
177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   >>  
s to-day. Perhaps we are only flattering ourselves it has been a rest. But if it has--is that, do you think, quite wise?' He leant forward and hid his face in his hands. 'It's because--it's because it's the only "must" I can see.' 'But even "musts"--well, we have to be sure even of "musts," haven't we? Are YOU?' She glanced up and for an instant their eyes met, and the falling water seemed to be sounding out of a distance so remote it might be but the echo of a dream. She stooped once more over her work. 'Supposing,' he said very slowly, and almost as if speaking to himself, 'supposing Sabathier--and you know he's merely like a friend now one mustn't be seen talking to--supposing he came back; what then?' 'Oh, but Sabathier's gone: he never really came. It was only a fancy--a mood. It was only you--another you.' 'Who was that yesterday, then?' She glanced at him swiftly and knew the question was but a venture. 'Yesterday?' 'Oh, very well,' he said fretfully, 'you too! But if he did, if he did, come really back: "prey" and all?' 'What is the riddle?' she said, taking a deep breath and facing him brightly. 'Would MY "must" still be HIS?' The face he raised to her, as he leaned forward under the direct light of the sun, was so colourless, cadaverous and haggard, the thought crossed her mind that it did indeed seem little more than a shadowy mask that but one hour of darkness might dispel. 'You said, you know, we did win through. Why then should we be even thinking of defeat now?' '"We"!' 'Oh no, you!' she cried triumphantly. 'You do not answer my question.' 'Nor you mine! It WAS a glorious victory. Is there the ghost of a reason why you should cast your mind back? Is there, now?' 'Only,' said Lawford, looking patiently up into her face, 'only because I love you': and listened in the silence to the words as one may watch a bird that has escaped for ever and irrevocably out of its cage, steadily flying on and on till lost to sight. For an instant the grey eyes faltered. 'But that, surely,' she began in a low voice, still steadily sewing, 'that was our compact last night--that you should let me help, that you should trust me just as you trusted the mother years ago who came in the little cart with the shaggy dusty pony to the homesick boy watching at the window. Perhaps,' she added, her fingers trembling, 'in this odd shuffle of souls and faces, I AM that mother, and most frightfully anx
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176  
177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   >>  



Top keywords:

mother

 

Sabathier

 

steadily

 

question

 

supposing

 

instant

 

forward

 

Perhaps

 
glanced
 
silence

thinking

 

escaped

 
defeat
 

triumphantly

 

victory

 

glorious

 

reason

 
Lawford
 

patiently

 
listened

answer

 
homesick
 

watching

 

window

 

shaggy

 

fingers

 

frightfully

 

trembling

 

shuffle

 

faltered


surely
 

flying

 
trusted
 

sewing

 

compact

 

irrevocably

 

stooped

 

remote

 

sounding

 

distance


Supposing

 

friend

 

talking

 

slowly

 

speaking

 

falling

 
flattering
 

direct

 

colourless

 

leaned