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ttle. "Know what?" "Why, that you've found out what she has to hide." "You're perfectly free to ask her. I wonder even that you haven't done so yet." "Well," he said with the finest stroke of unconsciousness he had yet shown me--"well, I suppose it's because I'm afraid of her." "But not too much afraid," I risked suggesting, "to be hoping at this moment that you'll find her if you go back to where most of our party is gathered. You're not going for tea--you're going for Mrs. Server: just of whom it was, as I say, you were thinking while you sat there with Lady John. So what is it you so greatly fear?" It was as if I could see through his dim face a sort of gratitude for my making all this out to him. "I don't know that it's anything that she may do to _me_." He could make it out in a manner for himself. "It's as if something might happen to her. It's what I told you--that she may break down. If you ask me how, or in what," he continued, "how can I tell you? In whatever it is that she's trying to do. I don't understand it." Then he wound up with a sigh that, in spite of its softness, he imperfectly stifled. "But it's something or other!" "What would it be, then," I asked, "but what you speak of as what I've 'found out'? The effort you distinguish in her is the effort of concealment--vain, as I gather it strikes you both, so far as _I_, in my supernatural acuteness, am concerned." Following this with the final ease to which my encouragement directly ministered, he yet gave me, before he had quite arrived, a queer sidelong glance. "Wouldn't it really be better if you were to tell me? I don't ask her myself, you see. I don't put things to her in that way." "Oh, no--I've shown you how I do see. That's a part of your admirable consideration. But I must repeat that nothing would induce me to tell you." His poor old face fairly pleaded. "But I want so to know." "Ah, there it is!" I almost triumphantly laughed. "There what is?" "Why, everything. What I've divined, between you and Mrs. Server, as the tie. Your wanting so to know." I felt as if he were now, intellectually speaking, plastic wax in my hand. "And her wanting me not to?" "Wanting _me_ not to," I smiled. He puzzled it out. "And being willing, therefore----" "That you--you only, for sympathy, for fellowship, for the wild wonder of it--_should_ know? Well, for all those things, and in spite of what you call your fear, _try_ her!" With
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