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tears. "It is of no use trying to speak lightly about it," she said. "I may as well tell you that it is a very important matter, Hubert. I sent for you to-day to tell you that we must part." "Nonsense, Cynthia!" "We must indeed! The worst is that we might have avoided all this trouble--this misery--if I had been candid and open with you from the first. If I had told you all about myself, you would perhaps never have helped me--or at least--for I won't say that exactly--you would have helped me from a distance, and never cared to see me or speak to me at all." "Of course you know that you are talking riddles, Cynthia." "Yes, I know. But you will understand in a minute or two. I only want to say, first, that I had no idea who--who you were." "Who I am, dear? Myself, Hubert Lepel, and nobody else." "And cousin"--she brought the words out with difficulty--"cousin to the Vanes of Beechfield." "Well, what objection have you to the Vanes of Beechfield?" "They have the right to object to me; and so have you. Do you remember the evening when I spoke to you in the street outside the theatre? Did it never cross your mind that you had seen and spoken to me before? You asked me once if I knew a girl called Jane Wood. Now don't you remember me? Now don't you know my name?" Hubert had risen to his feet. His face was ghastly pale; but there was a horror in it which even Cynthia could not interpret aright. "You--you, Jane Wood!" he gasped. "Don't trifle with me, Cynthia! You are Cynthia West!" "Cynthia Janet Westwood, known at St. Elizabeth's as Janie Wood." "You--you are Westwood's child?" She silently bowed her head. "Oh, Cynthia, Cynthia, if you had but told me before!" He sank down into his chair again, burying his face in his hands with his elbows on his knees. There was a look of self-abasement, of shame and sorrow in his attitude inexplicable to Cynthia. Finding that he did not speak, she took up her tale again in low, uneven tones. "I knew that I ought to tell you. I said that I would tell you everything before--before we were married, if ever it came to that. I ought to have done so at once; but it was so difficult. They had changed my name when I went to school so that nobody should know; they told me that it would be a disgrace to have it known. I ran away from St. Elizabeth's because I had been fool enough to let it out. I could not face the girls when they knew that--that my father was
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