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iews. Somehow Zillah had turned the conversation from. Guy in person to the subject of her correspondence, and gradually told all to Mrs. Hart. At this she looked deeply shocked and grieved. "That girl," she said, "has some secret motive." She spoke with a bitterness which Zillah had never before noticed in her. "Secret motive!" she repeated, in wonder; "what in the world do you mean?" "She is bad and deceitful," said Mrs. Hart, with energy; "you are trusting your life and honor in the hands of a false friend." Zillah started back and looked at Mrs. Hart in utter wonder. "I know," said she at last, "that you don't like Hilda, but I feel hurt when you use such language about her. She is my oldest and dearest friend. She is my sister virtually. I have known her all my life, and know her to her heart's core. She is incapable of any dishonorable action, and she loves me like herself." All Zillah's enthusiastic generosity was aroused in defending against Mrs. Hart's charge a friend whom she so dearly loved. Mrs. Hart sadly shook her head. "My dear child," said she, "you know I would not hurt your feelings for the world. I am sorry. I will say nothing more about _her_, since you love her. But don't you feel that you are in a very false position?" "But what can I do? There is the difficulty about the handwriting. And then it has gone on so long." "Write to him at all hazards," said Mrs. Hart, "and tell him every thing." Zillah shook her head. "Well, then--will you let me?" "How can I? No; it must be done by myself--if it ever is done; and as to writing it myself--I can not." Such a thought was indeed abhorrent. After all it seemed to her in itself nothing. She employed an amanuensis to compose those formal notes which went in her name. And what fault was there? To Mrs. Hart, whose whole life was bound up in Guy, it was impossible to look at this matter except as to how it affected him. But Zillah had other feelings--other memories. The very proposal to write a "confession" fired her heart with stern indignation. At once all her resentment was roused. Memory brought back again in vivid colors that hideous mockery of a marriage over the death-bed of her father, with reference to which, in spite of her changed feelings, she had never ceased to think that it might have been avoided, and ought to have been. Could she stoop to confess to this man any thing whatever? Impossible! Mrs. Hart did no
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