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ed, natural thing. Brodrick continued to assure her that the children were happy without her, and that he was very comfortable with Gertrude; and Tanqueray reiterated that it was all right, all perfectly right. One day he arrived earlier than usual, about eleven o'clock. He proposed that they should walk together over the moor to Post Bridge, lunch at the inn there and walk back. Distance was nothing to them. They set out down the lane. There had been wind at dawn. Southwards, over the hills, the clouds were piled up to the high sun in a riot and glory of light and storm. The hills were dusk under their shadow. The two swung up the long slopes at a steady pace, rejoicing in the strong movement of their limbs. It was thus that they used to set out together long ago, on their "days," over the hills of Buckinghamshire and Hertfordshire. Jane remarked that her state now was almost equal to that great freedom. And they talked of Brodrick. "There aren't many husbands," she said, "who would let their wives go off like this for months at a time." "Not many. He has his merits." "When you think of the life I lead him at home it takes heaps off his merit. The kindest thing I can do to him is to go away and stay away. George, you don't know how I've tormented the poor darling." "I can imagine." "He was an angel to bear it." She became pensive at the recollection. "Sometimes I wonder whether I ought, really, to have married. You told me that I oughtn't." "When?" "Six years ago." "Well--I'm inclined to say so still. Only, the unpardonable sin in a great artist--isn't so much marrying as marrying the wrong person." "He isn't the wrong person for me. But I'm afraid I'm the wrong person for him." "It comes to the same thing." "Not altogether." She pondered. "No doubt God had some wise purpose when he made Hugh marry me. I can see the wise purpose in Owen's marrying Laura, and the wise purpose in his not marrying Nina; but when it comes to poor, innocent Hugh tying himself up for ever and ever with a woman like me----" "Don't put it on God. His purpose was wise enough." "What was it?" "Why--obviously--that I should have married you, that Hugh should have married Gertrude, and that some reputable young draper should have married Rose." "Poor little Rose!" "Poor little Rose would have been happy with her draper; Gertrude would have been happy with Brodrick; you--no, I, would have been divin
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