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d Jane, with a pitiful mouth, "a little god without a single apostle or a prophet--nobody," she wailed, "to spread the knowledge of him." "I say--_we_'ll build an altar on Wendover, to Nicky as the Unknown God." "He won't like that, our calling him unknown." "Let's call him the Unapparent--the Undeveloped. He is the Undeveloped." "In one aspect. In another he's a finished poem, an incarnate lyric----" "An ode to immortality on legs----" "Nicky hasn't any legs. He's a breath--a perpetual aspiration." "Oh, at aspiring he beats Shelley into apoplexy." "He stands for the imperishable illusion----" "The stupendous hope----" "And, after all, he adores _you_." "And nobody else does," said Tanqueray. "That's Nicky's achievement. He _does_ see what you are. It's his little claim to immortality. Just think, George, when Nicky dies and goes to heaven he'll turn up at the gates of the poets' paradise, and they'll let him in on the strength of that. The angel of the singing stars will come up to him and say, 'Nicky, you sing abominably, but you can see. You saw George Tanqueray when nobody else could. Your sonnets and your ballads are forgiven you; and we've got a nice place for you, Nicky, near Keats and Shelley.' Because it wouldn't be heaven for Nicky if he wasn't near them." "How about _them_, though?" "Oh, up in heaven you won't see anything of Nicky except his heart." "I suppose he'll be stuck somewhere near you, too. It won't be heaven for him if he isn't. The first thing he'll ask is, 'Where's Jane?'" "And then they'll break it to him very gently--'Jane's in the other place, Nicky, where Mr. Tanqueray is. We had to send her down, because if she wasn't there it wouldn't be hell for Mr. Tanqueray.'" "But why am _I_ down there?" "Because you didn't see what Nicky was." "If you don't take care, Jinny, he'll 'have' you like the rest. You're laying up sorrow for yourself in the day when Nicky publishes his poems." "It's you he'll turn to." "No. I'm not celebrated," said he grimly. "There, do you see the full horror of it?" "I do," she moaned. Tanqueray's devil came back to him. "Do you think he'll fall in love with Laura?" "No, I don't." She said it coolly, though his gaze was upon her, and they were both of them aware of Nicky's high infatuation. "Why not?" he said lightly. "Because Nicky'll never be in love with any woman as she is; and nobody could be in love with L
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