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anced around the room with a peculiar shrinking look, one would say a look of dread, that Peggy did not understand. "Who's next door to you?" she asked, briefly. "Rose Barclay, for one, I know. Who is on the other side?" Lobelia thought it was another freshman, but was not sure. "Have they troubled you?" asked Peggy, suspiciously. But Lobelia shook her head, and seemed so distressed at the question that Peggy did not know what to think. "Please, please don't bother about me!" she implored. "I dare say it will be a good deal better now, after you and Miss Merryweather being so brave and so kind. I don't want to say anything against anybody. Please, please forget all about it, Peggy." "I want you to be brave yourself," cried Peggy; and Lobelia started again, and shrank in her chair. "Don't be so--so--well, I don't know any word but meeching, and Margaret won't let me say that. But have a spirit of your own, and stand up to them, and give 'em as good as they send. I would, I tell you, quick enough, if they tried it on me." Lobelia looked at her with hopeless eyes. "But I am not you!" she said. "I--Peggy, I know just how I look, and how I seem, and how little and ugly and queer I am. I don't wonder they laugh, I don't, really. I haven't any spirit, either; I can't have. You can't do anything with me; it isn't any use." Peggy gazed at her, with eyes almost as hopeless as her own. Yet she must make one more attempt; and with it the honest blood came into her face. "Look here, Lobelia!" she said, "I am awkward, too, and shy, and--and stupid, awfully stupid. Why, my cousin Rita used to call me--never mind, that was only before she grew so kind! But I know what it is to be laughed at, my dear! Only this morning, in rhetoric, Miss Pugsley was just as hateful as she could be, and all the girls laughed; yes, they did. So you are not so different as you think. Why,--I don't mind telling you,--when I came along just now, I was trying to get to my own room, so that I could have a good cry. There, Lobelia! now how do you feel?" Lobelia raised her eyes with a wondering look; but next moment her eyes fell on the looking-glass and she shook her head. "No!" she said. "No, Peggy! You are kind, and you want to make me feel comfortable; but look!" She motioned toward the mirror. Peggy looked, and her kind heart sank. She herself was no beauty; her round, fair face and honest blue eyes were pleasant to look at, and she
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