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l. "I hope you'll have a good time," she said cheerily. "Have you got anything to read?" "I shan't want anything--I'm not in a reading mood." Micky was longing to ask about Esther, but pride prevented him. The guard was blowing his whistle; doors were slamming; June gripped Micky's hand. "Be a good boy, and have a good time," she said. There was a furious excitement in her eyes. He made a grimace. "I'm not expecting to have a good time," he answered. The train was slowly moving; June ran a few steps to keep up with it. Micky blurted out his question at last-- "Miss Shepstone ... Esther ... is she all right, June?" June smiled. "Oh, she's first rate," she said airily. "She's gone away for a holiday.... Good-bye." She fell back laughing and waving her hand. Micky kept his head out of the window till a cloud of smoke from the engine blown backwards shut out all sight of her, then he drew in, dragging the window up with a slam. Gone away for a holiday, had she?--well--it was nothing to him. He turned round to go back to his seat in the corner then stopping dead, staring as if he had seen a ghost; for Esther was sitting there just behind him, looking up at him with scared eyes. For a moment Micky did not move; he was like a man turned to stone. Then the blood rushed to his face in a crimson tide; he broke out into stammering speech-- "You ... you ... what ... what ... I thought...." He swayed forward a little and caught her hands. "You are real--I thought ... I thought I was just imagining it all; I thought.... Oh, wait a moment...." He sat down and leaned his head in his hands. He felt sure that he must be mad or dreaming--the world had turned upside down and pitched his thoughts into chaos; he was sure that when next he looked Esther would no longer be there--he dreaded having to raise his eyes. Esther stretched a timid hand to him; her voice shook as she said-- "Oh, I thought ... I thought perhaps you'd be glad to see me--just ... just a little--glad...." "Glad!" Micky echoed the word with almost a shout. He got up and went over to her; he looked down at her with an agony of doubt and fear in his eyes. "Why have you come?" he asked hoarsely. "If this is only a joke--if it's any nonsense of June's ... by God, it's the cruellest joke you could have played on me.... I--I...." Esther covered her face with her hands. "If that's all you've got to say to me," she began tremblin
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