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as bare. I waited for damnation--but there is no damnation. There is only Building. I went out from the presence of God--a Builder." His face was transformed. His voice rang with triumph--with the pride of victory. "I came to myself. It was like waking from the dead. It was a long time before I recovered even a little of my strength. Every hand was against me--except my mother's. She stood by me. When she died, a year later, I inherited the whole of her fortune. The others tried to take it away from me, but I fought them. I had new uses for the money. I came over to this country, and began my work. For four years I have given myself and all I have. Go and see for yourself what I have done. Go and see the men, women, and children who would die for me. Go and hear them bless my name. Hear of the lives I have built--the light I have brought. I have filled up my credit side. I have a balance in hand in the Book of Life." Inspector Fay remained silent. He was a severely practical man. Before his mind there was only the outcome of the interview. The young man controlled himself with an effort. His excitement passed. He was again quiet and composed. "None of my old passions or inclinations remained--except my love for Thea. I couldn't crush it. I fought against it with all my strength. I struggled to stamp it out, but it was unconquerable. Her face was always in front of me, day and night. Her voice was always in my ears. I couldn't escape. I heard nothing more of her until about six weeks ago, when I saw a photograph of her in one of the papers under the name of Christine Manderson, with a statement that she had arrived in London to play at the Imperial Theater. The longing to see her again was too strong for me. Day after day I waited outside the stage-door of the theater--until she came, in all her fatal, maddening beauty. We stood facing each other ... and she passed me by without a word." His voice broke. He pressed his thin hands together. "The madness came over me again. The sight of her fanned all the old flames. I was on fire. I tried to follow her, but they kept me out. I wrote to her that night, telling her what I had done, how I had suffered, and begging, imploring her to let me see her. The answer was a curt note, in the third person, saying that she declined to receive any communication from me whatsoever." Again he paused. The inspector made no comment. "I found out where she was staying, what h
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