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id he with a voice of some constraint, and looked at me fixedly. "Georgy was here," he observed presently. "Yes." "She did you good." "I don't know," I returned with an effort at indifference: "she may have roused me a little." He started up, and began to pace the floor with a flurried air quite unusual with him, now and then stopping abruptly and seeming to bend all his energies to the arrangement of a book or mantel-ornament, as if their displacement caused him annoyance--conduct so unlike his ordinary phlegmatic demeanor that I suspected him of extreme embarrassment. "Speak out, old fellow!" said I briefly. "What's the use of all this hesitation?" He turned squarely round and faced me, yet did not meet my eyes, but looked over and beyond me. I have never forgotten his face as I saw it then: the heavy features were all fixed in sombre lines; his eyes were like my dog Carlo's, full of honesty and patience, but I knew that he was suffering. "I am older than you, Floyd--" he began. I assented: "Yes, three years older." "Old enough," he pursued, "to have thought a good deal about the time when I shall be an independent man. As soon as I am through college I am to take the pistol- and rifle-factories off my father's hands. The papers are already made out, and will be signed on my twenty-first birthday; so from that time I shall have an income which will entitle me to marry and settle as early as I please." I gazed at him in profound surprise. "You are only fifteen," he went on. "I dare say you have not thought of marrying anybody yet." "No indeed!" I burst out petulantly. "I have," said he dropping his eyes. "I am older, you know, and I have thought a good deal about it. It has seemed to me for a long time now that but one thing could possibly happen--that I shall marry Georgy as soon as I leave college. Her mother will let her marry no one but a man rich enough to make her life pleasant in the world: my secure prospects seem to justify my reliance on my chances of winning her." "I knew you liked her," I muttered hoarsely. His words and manner overwhelmed me with wonder. "Yes," he went on, his dull voice gaining softer modulations, "I love her with all my heart. You know I do: there can be no use in concealing it. I think of nothing for myself: 'tis all for her. She--" He broke off, growing furiously red and shamefaced, then recovered his self-composure. "But notwithstanding all this," sa
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