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an help me to face him; for I am a little afraid of genuises, you know. So there we'll pick up my sister (she goes down by land this week), and then go on to Snowdon; and Claude can visit his old quarters at the Royal Oak at Bettws, where he and I had that jolly week among the painters. Do let him come, and beg La Signora not to be angry with me. That's all I'll ever ask of her again." "Poor fellow! But I can't part with you, Claude." "Let him," said La Cordifiamma. "He will comfort his lordship; and do you come with me." "Come with you! Where!" "I will tell you when Claude is gone." "Claude, go and smoke in the garden. Now?" "Come with me to Germany, Sabina." "To Germany? Why on earth to Germany?" "I--I only said Germany because it came first into my mind. Anywhere for rest; anywhere to be out of that poor man's way." "He will not trouble you any more; and you will not surely throw up your engagement?" "Of course not!" said she, half peevishly. "It will be over in a fortnight; and then I must have rest. Don't you see how I want rest?" Sabina had seen it for some time past. That white cheek had been fading more and more to a wax-like paleness; those black eyes glittered with fierce unhealthy light; and dark rings round them told, not merely of late hours and excitement, but of wild passion and midnight tears. Sabina had seen all, and could not but give way, as Marie went on. "I must have rest, I tell you! I am beginning--I can confess all to you--to want stimulants. I am beginning to long for brandy and water--pah!--to nerve me up to the excitement of acting, and then for morphine to make me sleep after it. The very eau de Cologne flask tempts me! They say that the fine ladies use it, before a ball, for other purposes than scent. You would not like to see me commence that practice, would you?" "There is no fear, dear." "There is fear! You do not know the craving for exhilaration, the capability of self-indulgence, in our wild Tropic blood. Oh, Sabina, I feel at times that I could sink so low--that I could be so wicked, so utterly wicked, if I once began! Take me away, dearest creature, take me away, and let me have fresh air, and fair quiet scenes, and rest--rest--oh, save me, Sabina!" and she put her hands over her face, and burst into tears. "We will go, then: to the Rhine, shall it be? I have not been there now for these three years, and it will be such fun running about the world
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