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nging her parasol and Cosden walking meekly beside her. Finally Marian turned to him and laughed. "What a dance that girl is leading him!" "Do you think she cares for him?" "In her way; but if he marries her he will have earned her!--He went down to Bermuda on purpose to become engaged to Merry." "He did!" Hamlen exclaimed, surprised; "why, they were never together when I saw them." "Nor often at other times. Of course, it was ridiculous,--but with you, Philip, she'll be the happiest girl in all the world." His eyes dropped quickly as she turned the conversation, and the expression on his face completely changed. "You are wrong, Marian," he protested; "no happiness can ever come to any woman through me." "Don't disparage yourself," she answered gently. "You are a different man from what you were. Do you think I would counsel this if I were not sure?" "You believe it, Marian," he conceded, "and I wish I shared your confidence. But I know myself. The time when I might have made something of what I had passed long ago. If I am to go on at all it must be with my real self suppressed, and the only way to do this is to plod my path alone." "Why slip back, Philip? Why suppress your real self?" "I know the danger of permitting it to assume control." "When last we talked you seemed willing to accept my judgment." "I am still, in everything but this. I appreciate your desire for my happiness, Marian, but you are taking a responsibility beyond what is wise. I am complimented by your daughter's willingness to listen to an offer of marriage from me, but if the test really came she could not meet it." "She would, Philip,--she would." "I cannot comprehend it," he continued; "she has seen me at my worst." "She understands you, and appreciates the wonderful qualities you possess. She is too young to know the depth of love, but old enough to recognize what a man like you can become to her. If you would only speak with her you too would understand." Hamlen moved uncomfortably in his chair, and was silent for what seemed an interminable period. When at last he turned he spoke with a conviction which shocked her. "No, Marian," he said deliberately; "it can never be. Let us end this farce before it goes too far." "Philip!" she cried, seeing her work of months crumbling before her, and reading in his determined face the miscarriage of what she believed to be predestined. "I can't permit you to destr
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