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hand, and with the other clinging to Christine. "I am not going," said Edward. "Do not sob so, you poor little thing!" She crawled to him, and he took her up in his arms and soothed her into stillness again: then he carried her out on to the barren for a breath of fresh air. "It is a most extraordinary thing how that child confounds you two," I said. "It is a case of color-blindness, as it were--supposing you two were colors." "Which we are not," replied Christine carelessly. "Do not stray off into mysticism, Catherine." "It is not mysticism: it is a study of character--" "Where there is no character," replied my friend. I gave it up, but I said to myself, "Fate, in the next world make me one of those long, lithe, light-haired women, will you? I want to see how it feels." Felipa's foot was well again, and spring had come. Soon we must leave our lodge on the edge of the pine barren, our outlook over the salt marsh, our river sweeping up twice a day, bringing in the briny odors of the ocean: soon we should see no more the eagles far above us or hear the night-cry of the great owls, and we must go without the little fairy flowers of the barren, so small that a hundred of them scarcely made a tangible bouquet, yet what beauty! what sweetness! In my portfolio were sketches and studies of the barrens, and in my heart were hopes. Somebody says somewhere, "Hope is more than a blessing: it is a duty and a virtue." But I fail to appreciate preserved hope--hope put up in cans and served out in seasons of depression. I like it fresh from the tree. And so when I hope it _is_ hope, and not that well-dried, monotonous cheerfulness which makes one long to throw the persistent smilers out of the window. Felipa danced no more on the barrens; her illness had toned her excitable nature; she seemed content to sit at our feet while we talked, looking up dreamily into our faces, but no longer eagerly endeavoring to comprehend. We were there: that was enough. "She is growing like a reed," I said: "her illness has left her weak." "-Minded," suggested Christine, smiling. At this moment Felipa stroked the lady's white hand tenderly and laid her brown cheek against it. "Do you not feel reproached," I said. "Why? Must we give our love to whoever loves us? A fine parcel of paupers we should all be, wasting our inheritance in pitiful small change! Shall I give a thousand beggars a half hour's happiness, or shall I make o
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