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ht cards, "that Solon Denney first told me he was about to marry." Discursive gossip seemed best, I thought. "Two long yellow braids," she remarked. It would be too much to say that her words were snapped out. "And now he has told me again--I mean that he's going to marry again." "What did you do?" she asked more cordially, studying the cards. "The first time I went to war," I answered absently, having to play up the ace and deuce of diamonds. "I have never been able to care much for yellow hair," she observed, also studying the cards; "of course, it's _effective_, in a way, but--may I ask what you're going to do this time?" "This time I'm going to play the game." Again she studied the cards. "It's refining," I insisted. "It teaches. I'm learning to be a Sannyasin." Eight other cards were down, and I engrossed myself with them. "Is a Sannyasin rather dull?" "In the Bhagavad-gita," I answered, "he is to be known as a Sannyasin who does not hate and does not love anything." "How are you progressing?" I felt her troubling eyes full upon me, and I suspected there was mockery in their depths. "Oh, well, fairishly--but of course I haven't studied as faithfully as I might." "I should think you couldn't afford to be negligent." I played up the four of spades and put a king of hearts in the space thus happily secured. "I have read," I answered absently, "that a benevolent man should allow himself a few faults to keep his friends in countenance. I mustn't be everything perfect, you know." "Don't restrain yourself in the least on my account." "You are my sole trouble," I said, playing a black seven on a red eight. She looked off the table as I glanced up at her. I am a patient enough man, I believe, and I hope meek and lowly, but I saw suddenly that not all the beatitudes should be taken without reservation. "I repeat," I said, for she had not spoken, "your presence is the most troubling thing I know. It keeps me back in my studies." "There's a red five for that black six," she observed. "Thank you!" and I made the play. "Then you're not a Sannyasin yet?" "I've nearly taken the first degree. Sometimes after hard practice I can succeed in not hating anything for as much as an hour." I dealt eight more cards and became, to outward seeming, I hope, absorbed in the new aspect of the game. "Perseverance will be rewarded," she said kindly. "You can't expect to learn it all a
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