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ens me. If she is not saved from that wretched fate, I shall die despairing, I shall die cursing--" The Minister sternly stopped her before she could say the next word. To my astonishment she appeared to be humbled, to be even ashamed: she asked his pardon: "Forgive me; I won't forget myself again. They tell me you have no children of your own. Is that a sorrow to you and your wife?" Her altered tone touched him. He answered sadly and kindly: "It is the one sorrow of our lives." The purpose which she had been keeping in view from the moment when the Minister entered her cell was no mystery now. Ought I to have interfered? Let me confess a weakness, unworthy perhaps of my office. I was so sorry for the child--I hesitated. My silence encouraged the mother. She advanced to the Minister with the sleeping infant in her arms. "I daresay you have sometimes thought of adopting a child?" she said. "Perhaps you can guess now what I had in my mind, when I asked if you would consent to a sacrifice? Will you take this wretched innocent little creature home with you?" She lost her self-possession once more. "A motherless creature to-morrow," she burst out. "Think of that." God knows how I still shrunk from it! But there was no alternative now; I was bound to remember my duty to the excellent man, whose critical position at that moment was, in some degree at least, due to my hesitation in asserting my authority. Could I allow the Prisoner to presume on his compassionate nature, and to hurry him into a decision which, in his calmer moments, he might find reason to regret? I spoke to _him_. Does the man live who--having to say what I had to say--could have spoken to the doomed mother? "I am sorry to have allowed this to go on," I said. "In justice to yourself, sir, don't answer!" She turned on me with a look of fury. "He shall answer," she cried. I saw, or thought I saw, signs of yielding in his face. "Take time," I persisted--"take time to consider before you decide." She stepped up to me. "Take time?" she repeated. "Are you inhuman enough to talk of time, in my presence?" She laid the sleeping child on her bed, and fell on her knees before the Minister: "I promise to hear your exhortations--I promise to do all a woman can to believe and repent. Oh, I know myself! My heart, once hardened, is a heart that no human creature can touch. The one way to my better nature--if I have a better nature--is through th
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