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nd everything now. It was decided by my aunt that I had better keep my bed as long as I felt like doing so. So I lay there during the long hours of that day. I was glad to be still, to keep out of the way in a corner, to hear little and see nothing of what was going on; my own small world of thoughts was enough to keep me busy. I grew utterly weary at last of thinking, and gave it up, so far as I could; submitting passively, in a state of pain, sometimes dull and sometimes acute, to what I had no power to change or remedy. But my father _had_, I thought; and at those times my longing was unspeakable to see him. I was very quiet all that day, I believe, in spite of the rage of wishes and sorrows within me; but it was not to be expected I should gain strength. On the contrary, I think I grew feverish. If I could have laid down my troubles in prayer! but at first, these troubles, I could not. The core and root of them being my father's share in the rest. And I was not alone; and I had a certain consciousness that if I allowed myself to go to my little Bible for help, it would unbar my self-restraint, with its sweet and keen words, and I should give way again before Margaret and Theresa: and I did not wish that. "What shall we do with her?" said my Aunt Gary when she came to me towards the evening. "She looks like a mere shadow. I never saw such a change in a child in four weeks--never!" "Try a different regimen to-morrow, I think," said my governess, whose lustrous black eyes looked at me sick, exactly as they looked at me well. "I shall send for the doctor, if she isn't better," said my aunt. "She's feverish now." "Keeping her bed all day," said Miss Pinshon. "Do you think so?" said my aunt. "I have no doubt of it. It is very weakening." "Then we will let her get up to-morrow, and see how that will do." They had been gone half an hour, when Preston stole in and came to the side of my bed, between me and the firelight. "Come, Daisy, let us be friends!" he said. And he was stooping to kiss me; but I put out my hand to keep him back. "Not till you have told Darry you are sorry," I said. Preston was angry instantly, and stood upright. "Ask pardon of a servant!" he said. "You would have the world upside down directly." I thought it was upside down already; but I was too weak and downhearted to say so. "Daisy, Daisy!" said Preston--"And there you lie, looking like a poor little wood flower tha
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