nd everything now. It was decided by my aunt that I had
better keep my bed as long as I felt like doing so.
So I lay there during the long hours of that day. I was glad to be
still, to keep out of the way in a corner, to hear little and see
nothing of what was going on; my own small world of thoughts was
enough to keep me busy. I grew utterly weary at last of thinking, and
gave it up, so far as I could; submitting passively, in a state of
pain, sometimes dull and sometimes acute, to what I had no power to
change or remedy. But my father _had_, I thought; and at those times
my longing was unspeakable to see him. I was very quiet all that day,
I believe, in spite of the rage of wishes and sorrows within me; but
it was not to be expected I should gain strength. On the contrary, I
think I grew feverish. If I could have laid down my troubles in
prayer! but at first, these troubles, I could not. The core and root
of them being my father's share in the rest. And I was not alone; and
I had a certain consciousness that if I allowed myself to go to my
little Bible for help, it would unbar my self-restraint, with its
sweet and keen words, and I should give way again before Margaret and
Theresa: and I did not wish that.
"What shall we do with her?" said my Aunt Gary when she came to me
towards the evening. "She looks like a mere shadow. I never saw such a
change in a child in four weeks--never!"
"Try a different regimen to-morrow, I think," said my governess, whose
lustrous black eyes looked at me sick, exactly as they looked at me
well.
"I shall send for the doctor, if she isn't better," said my aunt.
"She's feverish now."
"Keeping her bed all day," said Miss Pinshon.
"Do you think so?" said my aunt.
"I have no doubt of it. It is very weakening."
"Then we will let her get up to-morrow, and see how that will do."
They had been gone half an hour, when Preston stole in and came to the
side of my bed, between me and the firelight.
"Come, Daisy, let us be friends!" he said. And he was stooping to kiss
me; but I put out my hand to keep him back.
"Not till you have told Darry you are sorry," I said.
Preston was angry instantly, and stood upright.
"Ask pardon of a servant!" he said. "You would have the world upside
down directly."
I thought it was upside down already; but I was too weak and
downhearted to say so.
"Daisy, Daisy!" said Preston--"And there you lie, looking like a poor
little wood flower tha
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