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should be repeated. He had overreached himself indeed. Despair settled down upon him, a full consciousness of the horrible thing he had done, which seemed now so irrevocable. In his silent anguish he almost conceived that he had mistaken his feelings for Rosamund; that far from hating her as he had supposed, his love for her had not yet been slain, else surely he should not be tortured now by the thought of her becoming Asad's prey. If he hated her, indeed, as he had supposed, he would have surrendered her and gloated. He wondered was his present frame of mind purely the result of his discovery that the appearances against him had been stronger far than he imagined, so strong as to justify her conviction that he was her brother's slayer. And then her voice, crisp and steady, cut into his torture of consideration. "Why did you deny him?" He swung round again to face her, amazed, horror-stricken. "You understood?" he gasped. "I understood enough," said she. "This lingua franca is none so different from French." And again she asked--"Why did you deny him?" He paced across to her side and stood looking down at her. "Do you ask why?" "Indeed," she said bitterly, "there is scarce the need perhaps. And yet can it be that your lust of vengeance is so insatiable that sooner than willingly forgo an ounce of it you will lose your head?" His face became grim again. "Of course," he sneered, "it would be so that you'd interpret me." "Nay. If I have asked it is because I doubt." "Do you realize what it can mean to become the prey of Asad-ed-Din?" She shuddered, and her glance fell from his, yet her voice was composed when she answered him--"Is it so very much worse than becoming the prey of Oliver-Reis or Sakr-el-Bahr, or whatever they may call you?" "If you say that it is all one to you there's an end to my opposing him," he answered coldly. "You may go to him. If I resisted him--like a fool, perhaps--it was for no sake of vengeance upon you. It was because the thought of it fills me with horror." "Then it should fill you with horror of yourself no less," said she. His answer startled her. "Perhaps it does," he said, scarcely above a murmur. "Perhaps it does." She flashed him an upward glance and looked as if she would have spoken. But he went on, suddenly passionate, without giving her time to interrupt him. "O God! It needed this to show me the vileness of the thing I have done. Asad has no
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