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ctable for me," said Jabez, and his eyes wandered to the table. "Them fancy cups and saucers! Wot's the good o' things like that to me? I'd like to smash the whole lot o' them." Lane rose from the table, walked to the fireplace, took up the poker and handed it to Jabez. "Smash them," he said. Jabez had all eyes turned towards him. He seized the poker and smashed his cup and saucer. "Excellent!" cried Lane, "Jabez is making the Commonwealth a better place," and he pushed forward another cup and saucer. These were at once smashed, and Lane proceeded to shove forward the other dishes. But by this time Jabez was beginning to feel queer. Breaking dishes was good fun when you were breaking laws, but here there was no law to break, and Jabez felt that he was doing a foolish thing. He wanted to stop, but he could not see how he was to stop with dignity. Fortunately one of the other inmates of the cottage came to his aid. "It's all very well for you, Mr. Lane," she said, "but this isn't your cottage, and you are making Jabez break our dishes." Jabez hailed the idea with delight; he now had an excellent excuse for stopping. "Right you are!" cried Lane cheerfully, "Jabez will break something else," and he took out his gold watch and placed it on the table. "Smash that, Jabez." "No," said Jabez, "I won't smash your watch." Now Jabez had a saying that if a man were dared to do a thing and he didn't do it he was a coward. "I dare you to smash the watch." Jabez seized the poker again. "What! You dare me!" "Yes, I dare you." He looked at the watch for a few seconds; then he threw down the poker and rushed from the room. Poor Jabez was killed in France. I saw the letters that he wrote to Lane from the front, and they were the letters of a decent, good boy. The early history of Jabez was one of constant suppression. Authority was always stepping in and saying: "Don't do that!" As a result Jabez at the age of seventeen was psychically an infant. The infantile desire to break things was suppressed, but it lived on in the unconscious, and years later Jabez found himself behaving like a child of three. The cure was to encourage him to act in his infantile way; by smashing a few cups Jabez got rid of his long pent up infantile wish to destroy. Discipline would have kept the childish wish underground; freedom led to the expression of the wish. Homer Lane is the apostle of Release. He hol
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