ctable for me," said Jabez, and his eyes wandered to the
table. "Them fancy cups and saucers! Wot's the good o' things like
that to me? I'd like to smash the whole lot o' them."
Lane rose from the table, walked to the fireplace, took up the poker
and handed it to Jabez.
"Smash them," he said.
Jabez had all eyes turned towards him. He seized the poker and smashed
his cup and saucer.
"Excellent!" cried Lane, "Jabez is making the Commonwealth a better
place," and he pushed forward another cup and saucer. These were at
once smashed, and Lane proceeded to shove forward the other dishes.
But by this time Jabez was beginning to feel queer. Breaking dishes
was good fun when you were breaking laws, but here there was no law to
break, and Jabez felt that he was doing a foolish thing. He wanted to
stop, but he could not see how he was to stop with dignity.
Fortunately one of the other inmates of the cottage came to his aid.
"It's all very well for you, Mr. Lane," she said, "but this isn't your
cottage, and you are making Jabez break our dishes."
Jabez hailed the idea with delight; he now had an excellent excuse for
stopping.
"Right you are!" cried Lane cheerfully, "Jabez will break something
else," and he took out his gold watch and placed it on the table.
"Smash that, Jabez."
"No," said Jabez, "I won't smash your watch."
Now Jabez had a saying that if a man were dared to do a thing and he
didn't do it he was a coward.
"I dare you to smash the watch."
Jabez seized the poker again.
"What! You dare me!"
"Yes, I dare you."
He looked at the watch for a few seconds; then he threw down the poker
and rushed from the room.
Poor Jabez was killed in France. I saw the letters that he wrote to
Lane from the front, and they were the letters of a decent, good boy.
The early history of Jabez was one of constant suppression. Authority
was always stepping in and saying: "Don't do that!" As a result Jabez
at the age of seventeen was psychically an infant. The infantile
desire to break things was suppressed, but it lived on in the
unconscious, and years later Jabez found himself behaving like a child
of three. The cure was to encourage him to act in his infantile way;
by smashing a few cups Jabez got rid of his long pent up infantile wish
to destroy. Discipline would have kept the childish wish underground;
freedom led to the expression of the wish.
Homer Lane is the apostle of Release. He hol
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