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or two in that of the still finer contention that even the basest misdeeds had always somewhere or other, could one get at it, their propitiatory side, our hero found himself on his feet again, under the influence of a sudden failure of everything but horror--a horror determined by some turn of their talk and indeed by the very fact of the freedom of it. It was as if a far-borne sound of the hue and cry, a vision of his old friend hunted and at bay, had suddenly broken in--this other friend's, this irresistibly intelligent other companion's, practically vivid projection of that making the worst ugliness real. "Oh, it's just making my wry face to somebody, and your letting me and caring and wanting to know: that," Mark said, "is what does me good; not any other hideous question. I mean I don't take any interest in _my_ case--what one wonders about, you see, is what can be done for him. I mean, that is"--for he floundered a little, not knowing at last quite what he did mean, a great rush of mere memories, a great humming sound as of thick, thick echoes, rising now to an assault that he met with his face indeed contorted. If he didn't take care he should howl; so he more or less successfully took care--yet with his host vividly watching him while he shook the danger temporarily off. "I don't mind--though it's rather _that_; my having felt this morning, after three dismal dumb bad days, that one's friends perhaps would be thinking of one. All I'm conscious of now--I give you my word--is that I'd like to see him." "You'd like to see him?" "Oh, I don't say," Mark ruefully smiled, "that I should like him to see _me_--!" Newton Winch, from where he stood--and they were together now, on the great hearth-rug that was a triumph of modern orientalism--put out one of the noted fine hands and, with an expressive headshake, laid it on his shoulder. "Don't wish him that, Monteith--don't wish him that!" "Well, but,"--and Mark raised his eyebrows still higher--"he'd see I bear up; pretty well!" "God forbid he should see, my dear fellow!" Newton cried as for the pang of it. Mark had for his idea, at any rate, the oddest sense of an exaltation that grew by this use of frankness. "I'd go to him. Hanged if I wouldn't--anywhere!" His companion's hand still rested on him. "You'd go to him?" Mark stood up to it--though trying to sink solemnity as pretentious. "I'd go like a shot." And then he added: "And it's probably what--w
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