FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386  
387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   >>  
t to the right, and so far inferior." "Of course," said Erica, "I can see that a certain amount of immediate good may result from this disaster. It will make the owners of other mines more careful." "And what of the hundred unseen workings that will result from it?" said Donovan, smiling. "In the first shock of horror one can not even glimpse the larger view, but later on--" He paused for a minute; they were down in the valley close to the little church; he opened the gate and led the way to a bench under the great yew tree. Sitting here, they could see the recumbent white cross with its ever-fresh crown of white flowers. Erica knew something of the story it told. "Shall I tell you what turned me from an anti-theist to an atheist?" said Donovan. "It was the horror of knowing that a little child's life had been ruined by carelessness. I had been taught to believe in a terrific phantom who was severely just; but when it seemed that the one quality of justice was gone, then I took refuge in the conviction that there could be no God at all. That WAS a refuge for the time, for it is better to believe in no God than to believe in an immoral God and it was long years before a better refuge found me. Yet, looking back now over these seven-and-twenty years, I see how that one little child's suffering has influenced countless lives! How it was just the most beautiful thing that could have happened to her!" Erica did not speak for a moment, she read half dreamily the words engraved on the tombstone. Nearly sixteen years since that short, uneventful life had passed into the unseen, and yet little Dot was at this moment influencing the world's history. She was quite cheerful again as they walked home, and, indeed, her relief about her father's recovery was so great that she could not be unhappy for long about anything. They found Raeburn on the terrace with Ralph and Dolly at his heels, and the two-year-old baby, who went by the name of Pickle, on his shoulder. "I shall quite miss these bairnies," he said as Donovan joined them. "Gee up, horsey! Gee up!" shouted Pickle from his lofty perch. "And oh, daddy, may we go into Gleyshot wiv you?" said Dolly, coaxingly. "Elica's father's going to give me a playcat." "And me a whip," interposed Ralph. "We may come with you, father, mayn't we?" "Oh! Yes," said Donovan, smiling; "if Mr. Raeburn doesn't mind a crowded carriage." Erica had gone into the house. "I do
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386  
387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   >>  



Top keywords:

Donovan

 

refuge

 

father

 
Raeburn
 

Pickle

 

moment

 

result

 

unseen

 

smiling

 
horror

happened

 
sixteen
 
Nearly
 

dreamily

 
beautiful
 

cheerful

 

history

 

passed

 
tombstone
 
engraved

uneventful

 
influencing
 

playcat

 

interposed

 
coaxingly
 

Gleyshot

 

crowded

 
carriage
 

terrace

 

unhappy


relief

 

recovery

 

joined

 

horsey

 

shouted

 

bairnies

 

shoulder

 

walked

 

valley

 

church


opened

 

minute

 
paused
 

recumbent

 

Sitting

 

larger

 

glimpse

 
amount
 

disaster

 

inferior