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myself now but for two insuperable difficulties, one being that certain important duties keep me in London at present, and the other that Mr. Evans most distinctly does not want me." "I quite see what you mean," I said; "but if the worst happens, and I am there at the time, I shall do my best and not mind the unpleasantness." "I am sure of that," he returned, "but you don't at all realise what is involved. However, we won't discuss this further. On his account I should be heartily glad for you to go, and I am relieved that he has had the good sense to suggest it." "I regard him very highly," I said. "You do more: you love him," he remarked, with a sharp, keen glance at my face. "Yes, I think I love him," I replied without confusion. "I could easily be his daughter; we have much in common." He said nothing for quite a long time, during which he threw his cigarette away and lit a pipe. Then he turned to me: "Now for my parable." "Yes," I said; "tell me about it." "You guessed, of course, that it is a matter that affects me deeply and seriously?" "I was afraid so. I could not be certain, of course, but I felt that it was much more than an ethical conundrum." "God knows it was, and He knows, too, that I am grateful to you for the clear lead you gave, suspecting, as you must have done, that it meant much to me." Had I suspected? I suppose I did, for my heart, I remember, beat painfully; yet I had not thought much more of it since. I looked at him, and saw that his face was white but resolute, and I said hesitatingly: "I am sorry if you are in trouble, but Farmer Goodenough thinks that troubles are blessings in disguise. I wish I could give you more than second-hand comfort." "I am going to tell you exactly where I stand," he said, "and you must not allow your woman's instinct of comfort to cloud or bias your judgment. Goodenough may be right, but if I take the step I contemplate it will not be because I expect good to result to myself--though there may be, no doubt, a certain spiritual gain--but because it is the only course possible to me if I am to retain my self-respect. "You will hardly have heard of a rather prominent case in which I figured recently as counsel for the plaintiff." "Lessingham _versus_ Mainwaring?" I queried. "You have heard of it then? Do you know the details?" "Not at all. I simply read in the paper that you had won the case for your client." "
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