FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81  
82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   >>   >|  
elling our names. Mine is Sister Hagar." "Hagar!" I exclaimed. "You do not mean that is your real name?" "It is the name given me by the House of Martha," she answered. "There is a list of names by which the sisters must be called, and as we enter the institution we take the names in their order on the list. Hagar came to me." "I shall not call you by that," said I, "and we may as well go on with our work." I was anxious to have her read, and to forget that she was called Hagar. She was a long time arranging the manuscript and putting the pages in order. I did not hurry her, but I could not see any reason for so much preparation. Presently she said, still arranging the sheets, and with her head bent slightly over her work: "I don't know whether or not I ought to tell you, but I dislike to be called Hagar. The next name on the list is Rebecca, and I am willing to take that, but the rules of the House do not allow us to skip an unappropriated name, and permit no choosing. However, Mother Anastasia has not pressed the matter, and, although I am entered as Sister Hagar, the sisters do not call me by that name." "What do they call you?" "Oh, they simply use the name that was mine before I entered the House of Martha," said she. "And what is that?" I asked quickly. "Ah," said my nun, pushing her sheets into a compact pile, and thumping their edges on the table to make them even, "to talk about that would be decidedly against the rules of the institution;--and now I am ready to read." Thus did she punish me for what she considered my want of curiosity or interest; I knew it as well as if she had told me so. I accepted the rebuff and said no more, and she went on with her reading. On this and the following day I became aware how infinitely more pleasant it was to listen than to be listened to,--at least under certain circumstances. I considered it wonderfully fortunate to be able to talk to such an admirable listener as Walkirk: but to sit and hear my nun read; to watch the charming play of her mouth, and the occasional flush of a smile when she came to something exciting or humorous; to look into the blue of her eyes, as she raised them to me while I considered an alteration, was to me an overwhelming rapture,--I could call it nothing less. But by the end of the third morning of reading my good sense told me that this sort of thing could not go on, and it would be judicious for me to begin again my di
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81  
82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

called

 

considered

 

arranging

 

reading

 

entered

 

sheets

 
Martha
 

sisters

 

Sister

 

institution


rebuff
 

morning

 

infinitely

 

accepted

 

punish

 

decidedly

 

interest

 

judicious

 
curiosity
 

rapture


occasional

 
charming
 

exciting

 

raised

 

alteration

 
humorous
 

overwhelming

 
listened
 

listen

 

circumstances


wonderfully

 

listener

 

Walkirk

 

admirable

 

fortunate

 

pleasant

 

Mother

 
reason
 

putting

 

manuscript


preparation
 
slightly
 

Presently

 
forget
 
elling
 
exclaimed
 

answered

 

anxious

 

simply

 

quickly