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on; he had asked nothing. There was an understanding friendship between them that was the communion of spirits. If only he had not loved her! Or was this, that they had, love? If it was, must she give it up unless she married him? She felt that she could not give it up. It was and always would be a part of her. If this was love that she felt for Martin, why did she not long for the closer union of marriage with him? Was it that she feared what marriage might do to this relation of theirs? Did it mean that she did not love him, since she felt that marriage was not necessary for the perfection of their oneness? Of course the materialistic would scoff at the idea of the marriage of minds. But she knew that Martin had impregnated her spiritual being with the germ of life as truly as she felt her book to be his child. She wondered whether Jerry would understand that. "Asleep, Jane?" his voice said. "No." "Sorry I missed Christiansen; I meant to see him off. Anna has our supper ready in here by the fire. And the Bald One sends a message of urgence." She rose and came in, laying her hand on his arm, so that he went with her to the baby's room. "Too bad he's gone, he couldn't wait," said Jerry, as they bent over their sleeping son. "Isn't he perfect, Jerry?" she said with feeling. "He's A No. 1, Jane," he answered. They went to their supper. They did not talk much. Jane was thoughtful, and Jerry respected her mood. Later, while he was smoking on the balcony, he called to her to come and see the moon. She went out, and gazed up at the white disk of radiance. "Jerry, go get that old driver we have, and take me through that park in this moonlight," she said. "Are you in earnest?" "Yes." "But you aren't well enough." "I am well. Please, Jerry." "All right. Wrap up well," he said, as he left her. Presently he was back with the old, high-backed victoria, and they started. As they went into the gray forest, it was all silvered with moonshine until it looked as lovely as a poet's mind. Jane shivered. Jerry put his arm about her, and held the robe up close to her. She settled herself against him, and at his smile, she groped for his hand. "Jane, Jane, don't!" he whispered. "I can't stand it for you to be kind, if it's...." "If it's what?" "The end, Jane. I feel as if my life was all over if you go. I never knew what you meant to me until--that day. But now I know. I love you so that I want you
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