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all I start?" She had drawn closer to him instinctively; not that there was any danger, for the stockade was high and strong--in fact, had been erected with an eye to such emergency. Now they were strained together in a close embrace, this time she returning his kisses with more than his own passion. "You are mine--mine at last, my heart, my life!" he whispered. And the answer came back, merely breathed-- "Yes, I am. All yours." And above, the myriad eyes of the starry heavens looked down; and without, the horrible throaty growl of the ravening beasts rent the night. CHAPTER SIX. AFTER-THOUGHTS. If ever any man was in the state colloquially defined as over head and ears in love, and if ever any man had practical demonstration that his love was returned abundantly by the object thereof, assuredly the name of that man was Justin Spence. Yet when the sun rose upon him on the following morning he somehow did not feel as elate as he should have done. For, whatever poetic associations may cluster around the hour of sunset, around that of sunrise there are none at all. It is an abominably matter-of-fact and prosaic hour, an hour when the average human is wont to feel cheap if ever, prone to retrospect, and, for choice, retrospect of an unwelcome nature. All that he has ever done that is injudicious or mean or _gauche_ will infallibly strike him as more injudicious and meaner and more _gauche_ in the cold and judicial stare of the waking hour. To this rule Justin Spence was no exception. His passion had not cooled--no, not one whit; yet he awoke feeling mean. His conduct had been weak--the development thereof shady: in short, in the words of his own definition, "it was not playing the game." The worst of it was that he was indebted to Blachland for more than one good turn, and now, what had been his requital for such? The other was his friend, and trusted him--and now, he had taken advantage of that friend's absence. In the unsparing light of early morning the thing had an ugly look--yes, very. As against that, however, other considerations would arise to set themselves. First of all, he himself was human, and human powers had their limits. Then, again, the other did not in the least appreciate this splendid gift, this matchless treasure which had fallen to his lot: otherwise, how could he leave her all alone as he did, absent himself for days, for weeks at a time? He had not always do
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