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range and unwelcome surprises in the foul nauseous air of some long, underground cavern, was drawing nearer and nearer again to the free, wholesome, open light of day. Well, he had saved his young kinsman, and now he was called upon to face the payment of the price. The time he had spent here, the bright, beautiful, purifying time, was at an end. The past, of which, looking back upon, he sickened, was not to be so easily buried after all. Had it not risen up when least expected, to haunt him, to exact its retribution? Hermia would certainly keep her word; caring nothing in her vindictive spite, to what extent she blackened herself so long as she could sufficiently besmirch him. Still he would do all he could, if not to defeat her intentions, at any rate to draw half their sting. One, at all events, should remain unsullied by the mire which he well knew she would relentlessly spatter in all directions. That he resolved. Then a faint, vague, straw of a hope, beset him. What if she had been playing a game of bluff? What if she was by no means so ready to give herself away as she had affected to be? What if--when she found there was nothing to be gained by it--she were to adopt the more prudent course, and maintain silence? It was just a chance, but knowing so well, her narrow, soulless nature, he knew it to be a slender one. Even then, what? Even did it hold--it would not affect the main fact. In the consummate purifying of this man's nature which the past few weeks had effected, he looked backward thence with unutterable abasement and loathing. As he had sown, so must he reap. The re-appearance of the past personified had but emphasised that--had not altered it. He would be the one to suffer, and he only, he thought, with a dull, anguished kind of feeling which he strove hard to think was that of consolation. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Oh, it is good to be at home again," said Lyn. "I don't care much for going over to the Earles' at any time, but this time somehow or other, I detested it. But--oh, I beg your pardon, Mr Blachland. And you found your cousin there! How awkward and tactless you must think me!" "You could never be either awkward or tactless, Lyn," he answered. "Only thoroughly natural. Always be that, child. It is such a charm." The girl smiled softly, half shyly. "Really, you are flattering me. You spoil me as much as father doe
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