e had started into full
wakefulness with a sudden sense of her position. Now she sat before the
fire, and resolved grimly that no matter what happened she would be
faithful to Howard. Of course, she would go with Philip to look after
his traps, the exercise was the best antidote to such morbid thoughts,
and he would never make advances to her, of that she was sure. As for
the days that she might spend alone with Lawrence, he was too
self-centered, too much wrapped up in his wood-carving, to think of a
woman--and she disregarded the little pang of discontent that
accompanied her thought.
Philip was hanging the skins over the door. Claire realized that she had
been too engrossed to notice his entrance.
"I break a six weeks' fast to-day"--and he turned toward Lawrence. "Do
you smoke?"
"Man!" said Lawrence, springing up, "if I'd known you had tobacco in
store I'd have murdered you long ago to get it. I would be a more
agreeable companion if I could taste tobacco now and then."
"Pardon me for not thinking to ask you. I was declaring a six months'
course in self-discipline for the good of my soul."
"Bring forth the smoke," said Lawrence joyously.
"Unfortunately"--Philip turned to Claire--"a bachelor's storehouse
contains no treat for a lady. Your visit was unexpected."
"I shall gain my pleasure through watching you two sink back into a
beloved vice," she answered.
"Horrible!" Lawrence sat down, and took the cigarette which Philip
produced. "To enjoy seeing one succumb to vice."
"Isn't it characteristic of scandal-loving humanity?" she rejoined.
"And on Christmas Day!" Philip chided her lightly. Then he went on,
seriously: "But one should really be above all things save love and
gratitude to God on this day."
"I suppose so," said Lawrence, "but it's difficult to determine just
where this object of gratitude abides and what He is."
"Is it necessary to locate Him?" asked Claire.
Lawrence breathed deeply with the satisfaction in his cigarette. "I
should hate to direct my gratitude toward some one who missed it, and
thus have it lost in desert space," he answered.
"It isn't that we need God so much as it is simply the good we gain
ourselves," said Philip slowly. "I still follow the old trail for my own
heart's sake."
"And does it get you anywhere?" Lawrence's question was characteristic.
"Yes, I think so. I find myself nearer to the source of that which is
worth while."
"What is worth while?"
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