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given happiness, _have_ done something worth the doing; now I
see a compensation for all seeming loss, and heartily thank God that I
did not die till I had learned the true purpose of all lives. He knows
that I say these things humbly, that I claim no virtue for myself, and
have been a blind instrument in His hand, to illustrate truths that will
endure when I am forgotten. I have helped Mark and Jessie, for,
remembering me, they will feel how blest they are in truly loving one
another. They will keep little Sylvia from making mistakes like mine,
and the household joys and sorrows we have known together, will teach
Mark to make his talent a delight to many, by letting art interpret
nature."
Her brother standing behind her stooped and kissed her, saying through
his tears--
"I shall remember, dear."
"I have helped Geoffrey, I believe. He lived too much in the affections,
till through me he learned that none may live for love alone. Genius
will be born of grief, and he will put his sorrow into song to touch and
teach other hearts more gently than his own has been, so growing a
nobler and a richer man for the great cross of his life."
Calm, with the calmness of a grief too deep for tears, and strong in a
devout belief, Moor gave his testimony as she paused.
"I shall endeavor, and now I am as grateful for the pain as for the joy,
because together they will show me how to live, and when I have learned
that I shall be ready to come to you."
"I think I have served Adam. He needed gentleness as Geoffrey needed
strength, and I, unworthy as I am, woke that deep heart of his and made
it a fitter mate for his great soul. To us it seems as if he had left
his work unfinished, but God knew best, and when he was needed for a
better work he went to find it. Yet I am sure that he was worthier of
eternal life for having known the discipline of love."
There was no voice to answer now, but Sylvia felt that she would receive
it very soon and was content.
"Have you no lesson for your father? The old man needs it most."
She laid her thin hand tenderly on his, that if her words should bring
reproach, she might seem to share it with him.
"Yes, father, this. That if the chief desire of the heart is for the
right, it is possible for any human being, through all trials,
temptations, and mistakes, to bring good out of evil, hope from despair,
success from defeat, and come at last to know an hour as beautiful and
blest as this."
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