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shall need encouragement, shall grow hungry for a word, a thought from you. A year is very long to wait and work alone." Eloquently she pleaded with voice and eyes and tender lips, but Warwick did not yield. "If the test be tried at all it must be fairly tried. We must stand entirely apart and see what saving virtue lies in self-denial and self-help." "You will forget me, Adam. Some woman with a calmer heart than mine will teach you to love as you desire to love, and when my work is done it will be all in vain." "Never in vain if it be well done, for such labor is its own reward. Have no fear; one such lesson will last a lifetime. Do your part heartily, and I will keep my pledge until the year is out." "And then, what then?" "If I see in you the progress both should desire, if this tie bears the test of time and absence, and we find any basis for an abiding union, then, Ottila, I will marry you." "But if meanwhile that colder, calmer woman comes to you, what then?" "Then I will not marry you." "Ah, your promise is a man's vow, made only to be broken. I have no faith in you." "I think you may have. There will be no time for more folly; I must repair the loss of many wasted days,--nay, not wasted if I have learned this lesson well. Rest secure; it is impossible that I should love." "You believed that three months ago and yet you are a lover now." Ottila smiled an exultant smile, and Warwick acknowledged his proven fallibility by a haughty flush and a frank amendment. "Let it stand, then, that if I love again I am to wait in silence till the year is out and you absolve me from my pledge. Does that satisfy you?" "It must. But you will come, whatever changes may befall you? Promise me this." "I promise it." "Going so soon? Oh, wait a little!" "When a duty is to be done, do it at once; delay is dangerous. Good night." "Give me some remembrance of you. I have nothing, for you are not a generous lover." "Generous in deeds, Ottila. I have given you a year's liberty, a dear gift from one who values it more than life. Now I add this." He drew her to him, kissed the red mouth and looked down upon her with a glance that made his man's face as pitiful as any woman's as he let her lean there happy in the hope given at such cost. For a moment nothing stirred in the room but the soft whisper of the wind. For a moment Warwick's austere life looked hard to him, love seemed sweet, submission
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