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nt for a month,-- But in exhilarations coming from Communicated joy and health and life,-- The happiness that's found in making happy." "All selfishness!" cried Linda; "selfishness! I seek my happiness, and others theirs; Only my tastes are different; more plebeian, Haply, they'd say; but, husband mine, reflect! You, too, I fear, are lacking in refinement: Would this have been, had you not acquiesced In all these vulgar freaks, and found content, Like me, in giving pleasure to the needy? And tell me--passing to another point-- Where would have been the monarch of this joy, That little child,--that antepast of bliss Such as the angels taste,--had I recoiled From daring as I did, even when I knew He I most wished to win would think me bold?" "Ah! little wife," cried Charles, "I've half a mind To tell you what I've never told you yet. Yes, I _will_ tell you all, although it may End the complacent thought that Linda did it-- Did it by simply daring to propose! Know, then, a constant track of you I kept, Even while I seemed to shun you. I could kneel Before your recollection in my heart, When you regarded me as shy and cold. And, while by poverty held reticent, I saw, supreme among my hopes, but Linda! Before we left the sea-side I had learnt, Through gossip of my worthy landlady, Where you would go, returning to New York. I found your house; I passed it more than once When, like a beacon, shone your study-lamp. The very night before you called upon me To ask, would I take Rachel as my pupil, (How kind in you to patronize my school!) I sought an anodyne for my despair In watching for your shadow on the curtain. "Discovery of that unexpected debt, Owed by my father, killed the last faint hope Which I had cherished; and our interview-- Your daring offer of this little hand-- But made me emulous to equal you In self-renouncing generosity; And so, I frankly told you what I told: That love and marriage were not in my lot. "Ten days elapsed, and then from utter gloom I sprang to cheerful light. My father's partner, The man named Judd, who robbed us all one day, Had a compunctious interval, and sent A hundred thousand dollars back to us-- Why do you smile?" "Go on. 'Tis worth a smile." "That very day I cleared myself from debt; That very day I sued for Linda's hand; That very
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