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ask you a question?' "'Certainly,' I said. 'I reserve the discretion of answering.' "'Of course. Your words look like a rebuke of the attitude I have taken towards this subject. Is it proper for me to ask, whether you have any foundation for them beyond your general knowledge of human nature and your good will towards me? I mean--whether you, as a friend, see any ground of hope for me?' "'If you were going to stay in England,' I said, 'I would answer no such question. Every man must make his own observations and run his own risk. But these circumstances are different. And appealed to as a friend--and answering on my own observations simply--I should say, that I think your case not hopeless.' "I could see the colour rise in his cheek; but he sat quite still and did not speak, till it faded again. "'I have never heard a word on the subject,' I told him. 'I do not say I am certain of anything. I may mistake. Only, seeing you are going to the other end of the world, without the chance of finding out anything for yourself, I think it fair to tell you what, as a woman, I should judge of the case.' "'Why do you tell me?' he said quickly. "'I am but answering your question. You must judge whether the answer is worth anything.' "He half laughed again, at himself; at least I could see the beginning of a smile; but he was too terribly in earnest to be anything but serious. He sat silent; got up and fidgetted round the room; then came and stood by the chimney piece looking down at me. "'Mrs. Caxton,' he said, 'I am going to venture to ask something from you--to fulfil a contingent commission. When I am gone, if Miss Powle returns to you, or when you have otherwise opportunity,--will you, if you can, find out the truth of her feeling on these subjects, which I have failed to find out? You tempt me beyond my power of self-abnegation.' "'What shall I do with the truth, if I find it, Mr. Rhys?' "'In that case,' he said,--'if it is as you suppose it possible it may be, though I dare not and do not hope it;--if it be so, then you may tell her all I have confessed to you to-night.' "'Why?' "'You are uncommonly practical to-night,' he said. 'I could have but one motive in discovering it to her.' "'To ask her to follow you to Fiji?' "'I dare not put it in words. I do not believe the chance will ever come. But I am unable to go and leave the chance changed into an impossibility.' "'We are talking of wha
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