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xty dollars in a savings bank since he had given Angela the ring and he decided to treble it as quickly as possible and then start. He fancied that all he needed was just enough to live on for a little while until he could get a start. If he could not sell drawings to the magazines he might get a place on a newspaper and anyhow he felt confident that he could live. He communicated to Howe and Mathews his intention of going East pretty soon and aroused in their respective bosoms the emotions which were characteristic of each. Howe, envious from the start, was glad to have him off the paper, but regretful of the stellar career which his determination foreboded. He half suspected now that Eugene would do something exceptional--he was so loose in his moods--so eccentric. Mathews was glad for Eugene and a little sorry for himself. He wished he had Eugene's courage, his fire, his talent. "You'll make good when you get down there," Mathews said to him one afternoon when Howe was out of the room, for he realized that the latter was jealous. "You've got the stuff. Some of the work you have done here will give you a fine introduction. I wish I were going." "Why don't you?" suggested Eugene. "Who? me? What good would it do me? I'm not ready yet. I can't do that sort of stuff. I might go down some time." "I think you do good work," said Eugene generously. He really did not believe it was good art, but it was fair newspaper sketching. "Oh, no, you don't mean that, Witla," replied Mathews. "I know what I can do." Eugene was silent. "I wish when you get down there," went on Mathews, "you would write us occasionally. I would like to know how you are getting along." "Sure, I'll write," replied Eugene, flattered by the interest his determination had aroused. "Sure I will." But he never did. In Ruby and Angela he had two problems to adjust which were not so easy. In the one case it was sympathy, regret, sorrow for her helplessness, her hopelessness. She was so sweet and lovely in her way, but not quite big enough mentally or emotionally for him. Could he really live with her if he wanted to? Could he substitute her for a girl like Angela? Could he? And now he had involved Angela, for since her return to tell him that she accepted him as her affianced lover, there had been some scenes between them in which a new standard of emotion had been set for him. This girl who looked so simple and innocent was burning at times wit
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