eldew has asked me
to stay and partake of dinner with him."
"Yes, sir."
"Not unless she asks," continued the secretary. "In all probability she
will not notice my absence."
Roy descended with his books; then felt that he should like to be alone
and think, and to this end he made his way to the gloomy old guard-room
on the right of the great gate-way, ran up the winding stair, and soon
reached the roof, where he lay down on the breastwork over the
machicolations, and had not been there long before he heard steps, and,
looking over, saw Master Pawson cross the drawbridge and go out of the
farther gate-way, watching him unseen till he turned off by the pathway
leading through the village and entering the main road.
Then it occurred to Roy that, as he had an unpleasant communication to
make, he could not do better than get it over at once. So he descended,
and began to search for the old soldier; but it was some time before he
could find him out.
Yet it seemed to be quite soon enough, for the old fellow looked very
grim and sour as he listened to the communication.
"Very well, Master Roy," he said; "the mistress is master now, and it's
your dooty to obey her; but it do seem like playing at fast and loose
with a man. There, I've got no more to say,--only that I was beginning
to feel a bit bright and chirpy; but now I'm all going back'ard again,
and feel as rusty as everything else about the place."
"I'm very sorry, Ben, for I really did want to learn," said Roy,
apologetically.
"Yes, sir, I s'pose you did; and this here's a world o' trouble, and the
longer you lives in it the more you finds out as you can't do what you
like, so you grins and bears it; but the grinning's about the hardest
part o' the job. You're 'bliged to bear it, but you aren't 'bliged to
grin; and, when the grins do come, you never has a looking-glass afore
you, but you allus feels as if you never looked so ugly afore in your
life."
"But you'll have to help me in other things, Ben."
"Shall I, sir? Don't seem to me as there's anything else as I can help
you over."
"Oh, but there is,--while the war keeps my father away."
"War, sir? Nonsense! You don't call a bit of a riot got up by some
ragged Jacks war."
"No; but this is getting to be a very serious affair, according to what
Master Pawson told my mother this morning."
"Master Pawson, sir! Why, what does he know about it?"
"A good deal, it seems. Some friends of hi
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