FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114  
115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   >>   >|  
realize that I could only follow my own best judgment." "I haven't changed my mind not one particle," she exclaimed, vehemently. "But, Ruth----" "I think you're throwing away good money, deliberately. That is, if you really ever make any money on your project. You may lose everything." "I may not, also. But if I should, the father of the fellow sitting in the car yonder waiting for you would be responsible. As for these drops, Ruth, Gretzinger was wrong and I was right, and so they're being built of concrete. Now please forget all about it." "And that you refused my request, I suppose." "Yes." "Well, I can't do that; it's too much to ask." An angry gleam shot from her eyes. "You might have thought more of me and less of yourself. You put your old canal first and me second." With which she swung about and marched off to the car, and it went away, rocking and lurching down the uneven trail. Lee stood looking after it. Her last words brought up the memory of the occasion when she had playfully uttered the like, one night in August, with the added inquiry, "What if you had to choose between us?" Were things drifting to such an issue? Would she at last force upon him that hard choice? He flung up a hand in a gesture of despair. Some metamorphosis had occurred in her; she was not the simple and loving Ruth to whom he had offered himself that day they picked berries in the canon. Or was it that only now her real self was revealed? Was it that she was capable of loving only selfishly? Did she love him at all? The questions bit like acid into his heart. And a new one, that startled and dismayed his soul: Did he love her? Yes--the Ruth she yet was. But he could never love the woman she seemed on the way to become, breathing an exciting and unhealthy atmosphere, seeking purely personal gain, indifferent to worthy objects, selfish, hard, mercenary, worldly. No, that kind of Ruth would kill love. He still stood there when Morgan, who had been on an errand to headquarters, came galloping back on his way to the dam. "Accident down below," he said. "Man hurt in the mixer. Arm crushed." Bryant jerked his head about to look at the drop two hundred yards farther down the ridge. He saw the workmen grouped together. The huge cylindrical machine was motionless. "I'll see," he exclaimed, hurrying to his runabout. He drove recklessly to where the injured man lay, helped lift him into the car, and bidding the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114  
115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
loving
 

exclaimed

 

hurrying

 
runabout
 

capable

 

revealed

 
selfishly
 

dismayed

 

startled

 
recklessly

questions

 

metamorphosis

 

occurred

 
simple
 
helped
 

despair

 

bidding

 

gesture

 
motionless
 

berries


picked

 

injured

 

offered

 

breathing

 

Accident

 

galloping

 

workmen

 

errand

 

headquarters

 

farther


jerked

 

hundred

 
Bryant
 

crushed

 

grouped

 
cylindrical
 

personal

 

indifferent

 

worthy

 

purely


seeking

 

exciting

 
machine
 

unhealthy

 

atmosphere

 
objects
 

selfish

 
Morgan
 
mercenary
 
worldly