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n medicine, though I confess it is no science yet, and we are but dabblers." "But," said Mr. Drake, "I don't choose to accept the help of one who looks upon all who think with me as a set of humbugs, and regards those who deny every thing as the only honest men." "By Jove! sir, I take you for an honest man, or I should never trouble my head about you. What I say of such as you is, that, having inherited a lot of humbug, you don't know it for such, and do the best you can with it." "If such is your opinion of me--and I have no right to complain of it in my own person--I should just like to ask you one question about another," said Mr. Drake: "Do you in your heart believe that Jesus Christ was an impostor?" "I believe, if the story about him be true, that he was a well-meaning man, enormously self-deceived." "Your judgment seems to me enormously illogical. That any ordinarily good man should so deceive himself, appears to my mind altogether impossible and incredible." "Ah! but he was an extraordinarily good man." "Therefore the more likely to think too much of himself?" "Why not? I see the same thing in his followers all about me." "Doubtless the servant shall be as his master," said the minister, and closed his mouth, resolved to speak no more. But his conscience woke, and goaded him with the truth that had come from the mouth of its enemy--the reproach his disciples brought upon their master, for, in the judgment of the world, the master is as his disciples. "You Christians," the doctor went on, "seem to me to make yourselves, most unnecessarily, the slaves of a fancied ideal. I have no such ideal to contemplate; yet I am not aware that you do better by each other than I am ready to do for any man. I can't pretend to love every body, but I do my best for those I can help. Mr. Drake, I would gladly serve you." The old man said nothing. His mood was stormy. Would he accept life itself from the hand of him who denied his Master?--seek to the powers of darkness for cure?--kneel to Antichrist for favor, as if he and not Jesus were lord of life and death? Would _he_ pray a man to whom the Bible was no better than a book of ballads, to come betwixt him and the evils of growing age and disappointment, to lighten for him the grasshopper, and stay the mourners as they went about his streets! He had half turned, and was on the point of walking silent into the house, when he bethought himself of the impressi
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