FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95  
96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   >>   >|  
o down into the kitchen and get the breakfast----" "Must Maria get the dinner too, mamma?" "Yes, the dinner----" "But _can_ she, mamma?" "She _must;_ or else your aunt Candy will hire somebody to do it; and that will come out of what she pays me, and we shall not have enough left. She _must_, Tilly." "But aunt Candy wouldn't mind, just while you are sick, mamma, would she?" "Yes! I know. Just you do as I tell you; promise me that you will." "I will, mamma." "Promise me that Maria will." "I guess she will, mamma. I'll try and make her. Shall I bring her here, and you tell her yourself?" "No, indeed. Don't bring Maria here. She would make such a row she would kill me. Anne and Letty will see to things, till they go--oh, I can't talk any longer. Give me some more water." She was presently dozing again; and Matilda, clasping her small hands, sat and thought over what was before her. It began to feel like a weight on her somewhere--on her shoulders, she thought, and lying on her heart too; and the longer she thought about it, the heavier and harder it pressed. The family to be broken up; her mother to be straitened for money--Matilda did not know very well what that meant, but it sounded disagreeable; her aunt suddenly presented in new and not pleasant colours; a general threatening cloud overshadowing all the future. Matilda began to get, what her strong little heart was not accustomed to, a feeling of real discouragement. What could she do? And then a word of the afternoon's lesson in the Sunday-School came freshly to mind. It had been quite new to Matilda, and had seemed to her very beautiful; but it took on quite another sort of beauty now,--"Cast thy burden upon the Lord; He shall sustain thee." "Will He?" thought Matilda. "Can He? May I tell Him about all this? and will He help me to bear it, and help me to do all that work, and to make Maria do hers? But He will, _for He has said so_." It was getting dusk in the room. Matilda knelt down by her chair, and poured out all her troubles into the Ear that would heed and could help her. "Who's here?" said the voice of Mrs. Candy, coming in. "Who is that? Matilda? How did you come here, Tilly?" "I have been taking care of my mother." "Have you? How is she? Well, you run down-stairs; I'll take care of her now. It is better for you not to be here. Don't come in again, unless I give you leave. Now you may go." "I wonder, must I mind her?"
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95  
96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Matilda

 

thought

 
longer
 

mother

 

dinner

 

feeling

 

strong

 

accustomed

 

beauty

 
Sunday

School
 

lesson

 

afternoon

 
discouragement
 
freshly
 

beautiful

 

coming

 
taking
 

troubles

 
stairs

poured

 
sustain
 
burden
 

future

 

shoulders

 

promise

 
Promise
 

things

 

kitchen

 
breakfast

wouldn
 

straitened

 

broken

 

pressed

 

family

 

sounded

 

general

 

threatening

 

colours

 
pleasant

disagreeable
 
suddenly
 

presented

 

harder

 

heavier

 
dozing
 

clasping

 

presently

 

weight

 

overshadowing