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ave plenty of courage, and quite enough obstinacy. It rather does me good when people show they have no faith in me.' 'You didn't understand,' murmured Harvey. 'Then make me understand,' she exclaimed nervously, moving in the chair as if about to stand up, but remaining seated and bent forward, her eyes fixed upon him in a sort of good-humoured challenge. 'I believe I know what you mean, all the time. You didn't discuss me with Mamma, as I suspected, but you think about me just as she does.--No, let me go on, then you shall confess I was right. You have no faith in my powers, to begin with. It seems to you very unlikely that an everyday sort of girl, whom you have met in society and know all about, should develop into a great artist. No faith--that's the first thing. Then you are so kind as to have fears for me--yes, it was your own word. You think that you know the world, whilst I am ignorant of it, and that it's a sort of duty to offer warnings.' Harvey's all but angry expression, as he listened and fidgeted, suddenly stopped her. 'Well! Can you deny that these things are in your mind?' 'They are not in my mind at this moment, that's quite certain,' said Harvey bluntly. 'Then, what is?' 'Something it isn't easy to say, when you insist on quarrelling with me. Why do you use this tone? Do I strike you as a pedagogue, a preacher--something of that sort?' His energy in part subdued her. She smiled uneasily. 'No. I don't see you in that light.' 'So much the better. I wanted to appear to you simply a man, and one who has--perhaps--the misfortune to see in _you_ only a very beautiful and a very desirable woman.' Alma sat motionless. Her smile had passed, vanishing in a swift gleam of pleasure which left her countenance bright, though grave. In the same moment there sounded again a rat-tat at the outer door. Through his whirling senses, Harvey was aware of the threatened interruption, and all but cursed aloud. That Alma had the same expectation appeared in her moving so as to assume a more ordinary attitude; but she uttered the word that had risen to her lips. 'The misfortune, you call it?' Harvey followed her example in disposing his limbs more conventionally; also in the tuning of his voice to something between jest and earnest. 'I said _perhaps_ the misfortune.' 'It makes a difference, certainly.' She smiled, her eyes turned to the door. '_Perhaps_ is a great word; one of the most useful
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