how it gets
there. It is through reason we get the self-reliance that redeems us."
"But you!" I exclaimed. "You rely on something else besides reason?"
"Yes, it is true," he explained gently, "but that Thing
Other-than-Ourselves we feel stirring in us is power, and that power, or
the Source of it, seems to have given us our reason for guidance--if it
were not so we shouldn't have a semblance of freedom. For there is
neither virtue nor development in finding the path if we are guided. We
do rely on that power for movement--and in the moments when it is
withdrawn we are helpless. Both the power and the reason are God's."
"But the Church," I was moved by some untraced thought to ask, "you
believe there is a future for the Church?"
"A church of all those who disseminate truth, foster open-mindedness,
serve humanity and radiate faith," he replied--but as though he were
speaking to himself, not to me....
A few moments later there was a knock at the door, and the woman of the
house entered to say that Dr. Hepburn had arrived. I rose and shook
Krebs's hand: sheer inability to express my emotion drove me to
commonplaces.
"I'll come in soon again, if I may," I told him.
"Do, Paret," he said, "it's done me good to talk to you--more good than
you imagine."
I was unable to answer him, but I glanced back from the doorway to see
him smiling after me. On my way down the stairs I bumped into the doctor
as he ascended. The dingy brown parlour was filled with men, standing in
groups and talking in subdued voices. I hurried into the street, and on
the sidewalk stopped face to face with Perry Blackwood.
"Hugh!" he exclaimed. "What are you doing here?"
"I came to inquire for Krebs," I answered. "I've seen him."
"You--you've been talking to him?" Perry demanded.
I nodded. He stared at me for a moment with an astonishment to which I
was wholly indifferent. He did not seem to know just how to act.
"Well, it was decent of you, Hugh, I must say. How does he seem?"
"Not at all like--like what you'd expect, in his manner."
"No," agreed Perry agitatedly, "no, he wouldn't. My God, we've lost a big
man in him."
"I think we have," I said.
He stared at me again, gave me his hand awkwardly, and went into the
house. It was not until I had walked the length of the block that I began
to realize what a shock my presence there must have been to him, with his
head full of the contrast between this visit and my former attitu
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