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hour is precious now, and you will understand why I urge you so impatiently when I tell you that I can never again enter the house where you are now residing." "I knew it. I saw it clearly from the first word you uttered. It was revealed to me in the very tone of your voice. Now hear me patiently. Your peace, your honor, all feelings that contribute to the respect and happiness of life, are at stake upon this moment." The determination of her manner left me no choice but to listen. "Are you prepared to risk all other ties, obligations, and prospects, in the consummation of this one object? to hazard friends, opinion, the world--perhaps it may be, to sacrifice them for the love that has grown up between us, and which, for good or evil, must this day bind us together, or sever us for the rest of our lives?" "What a question to put to me! The 'world!' it is ashes without you. I tell you, Astraea, that if the choice lay between the grave and the single word that would sunder us, I would die rather than utter it. I don't know what your question implies--I don't seek to know; and would prefer to remain ignorant of it, that I may the more clearly prove to you the depth of my trust and devotion, which will be satisfied with the simple pledge that makes you mine. That, at least, you have in your own power; let me answer for the rest." "Consider well what you are saying. Is your love strong enough to bear the hazards I have pointed out? Search your own nature--look into your pride, your sensitiveness to neglect and censure, your high sense of personal dignity. I have seen how ill you can brook slight affronts--do you believe that your love will enable you to bear great ones--scorn, contumely, perhaps opprobrium? Think, think, and weigh well your decision." "Astraea, you put me upon the rack. I have no other answer to give. For you, and for your sake, come what may, I am ready to risk all!" "For me and for my sake, if it be necessary, to forsake the world? to relinquish friends and kindred? to dedicate yourself in solitude to her who, in solitude, would be content to find her whole world in you? To do this, without repining, without looking back with anguish and remorse upon the sacrifices you had made, without a regret or a reproach? A woman can do this. Is it so sure there lives a man equal to such trials?" "If these sacrifices be imperative upon us, we make them together. There can be nothing for either of us t
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