but this I know: when I called forth into the world of spirits no answer
came from her, whereby I am convinced she has gained entrance into a
kingdom where the least of its subjects is greater than the mightiest
of Diana's followers. I am the Arch-Priestess of yonder sacred Temple.
My mother is greater than I, for I could not reach her plane, but--I
_will_!'
'And how, Saronia?'
'I know not.'
'Wilt thou also turn Christian and follow the Nazarene?'
'No; I hate the thought. That faith is darker to me than the rolling
blackness of the Styx.'
'What if thou sawest light in the darkness, and found a narrow path
leading up to a plane of loveliness where, perchance, thy mother dwells?
Wouldst thou not walk in it?'
'Yea, that I would, and would lay down my life to commence the journey.
I am not a traitor to my goddess. I have followed her with all my
strength, believing her to be the source of my being, and to whom I may
return; but conditions are changing in me. My faith tried--it does not
totter. Mark well, I say it does not stagger--it trembles only! My soul
cries for more light--light--more light! And I cannot satisfy its
longings. I ask thee, dost thou know of this Christ?'
'I do. I have sat at the feet of one of His greatest teachers, and he
unfolded to me some of its mysteries.'
'Chios, I fear! Go on.'
'What shall I tell thee? I am not a teacher.'
'Art thou a believer?'
'I am, so far as I know; but its mysteries are great. I have scarcely
touched the fringe of this new faith.'
'Hast thou, then, cut thyself adrift from the worship of our sacred
goddess?'
'I have.'
'Oh, Chios, Chios, this is worse than all! Let me lean upon thee; I am
weary--I am weary and alone.'
'No, dearest, thou art not alone, for the Father is with thee.'
They sat down on the block of white marble. He laid her head upon his
shoulder, and the warm tears fell upon his hands; then he whispered:
'Dearest love, take courage. All will be well.'
'No, no, Chios. The strings of the lyre are broken. Saronia is alone.'
And, looking up, with her eyes melting with tenderness towards him, she
said:
'The slave became a priestess, and the priestess a broken reed. Thou in
spirit hast left me.'
'No, dearest, that is not so. We shall join hands when we fall, like
leaves in the autumn time.'
'That may not be so, my love, my Chios, my joy, my life, my soul!
Farewell! I am lost to thee, and thou to me, for ever--for ever
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