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remind you that you had forgotten every body on the other side of the Channel who was worth remembering, including herself; and commending _me_, as a truant and a trifler, to your especial, grave, and experienced protection. Apropos! She sent me a letter, to be delivered to you with my own hands. But for yourself it had nearly failed in the delivery." He gave me the letter. It was, like the writer, a pretty _melange_; trifles gracefully expressed; strong sense expressed like trifles; feeling carried off with a laugh; and palpable and fond anxiety for Lafontaine couched in the most merciless badinage. While I gave this missive a second, and even a third perusal--for it finished with some gentle mention of the being whose name was a charm to my wearied spirit--my eyes accidentally fell on Lafontaine. His were fixed on me with an expression of inconceivable distress. At length his generous nature broke forth. "Marston, if I were capable of jealousy, I should be jealous of _you_ and of Mariamne. What _can_ be the caprice which dictated that letter? what _can_ be the interest which you evidently take in it? I wish that the bullet which laid me at your door this evening had finished its work, and put an end to an existence which has been a perpetual fever. I shall not ask _what_ Mariamne has said to you--but _I_ am miserable." "Yes, but you _shall_ ask, and shall have all you ask," said I, giving him the letter. "It is the language of the heart, and of a heart strongly attached to _you_. I can see affection in every line of it. Of course she mingles a little coquetry with her sentiment; but was there ever a pretty woman, who was not more or less a coquette? She is a gem: never think it the less pure because it sparkles. Rely upon your little Mariamne." "Then _you_ have no sincere regard for her--no wish to interfere with my claims?" said my pallid friend, dubiously extending his hand towards me. "Lafontaine, listen to me, and for the last time on the subject. I have a very sincere regard for her." (My sensitive auditor started.) "But, I have also a perfect respect for your claims. It is impossible not to acknowledge the animated graces of the lady on whom you have fixed your affections. But mine are fixed where I have neither hope to sustain them, nor power to change.--Those matters have nothing to do with choice. They are effects without a cause, judgments without a reason, influences without an impulse--the probl
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