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ation," responded Philippa more sadly; "but as yet I cannot do it." "Nor will you, though you could try a thousand years," answered Guy. "That is a manufacture beyond saints and angels, and how then shall you do it?" "Who then can do it?" "God," said Guy, solemnly. "God hates me," replied Philippa, under her breath. "He hateth all mine house. For nigh fifty years, He hath sent us sorrow upon sorrow, and hath crushed us down into the dust of death." "Poor blindling! is that a proof that He hateth you?" answered Guy more gently. "Well, it is true at times, when the father sendeth a varlet in haste to save the child from falling over a precipice, the child--whose heart is set on some fair flower on the rock below--doth think it cruel. You are that child; and your trouble is the varlet God hath sent after you." "He hath sent His whole meynie, then," said Philippa bitterly. "Then the child will not come to the Father?" said Guy, softly. Philippa was silent. "Is the flower so fair, that you will risk life for it?" pursued the monk. "Nay, not risk--that is a word implying doubt, and here is none. So fair, then, that you will throw life away for it? And is the Father not fair and precious in your eyes, that you are in so little haste to come to Him? Daughter, what shall it profit you, if you gain the whole world--and lose your own soul?" "Father, you are too hard upon me!" cried Philippa in a pained tone, and resisting with some difficulty a strong inclination to shed tears. "I would come to God, but I know not how, nor do you tell me. God is afar off, and hath no leisure nor will to think on me; nor can I presume to approach Him without the holy saints to intercede for me. I have sought their intercession hundreds of times. It is not I that am unwilling to be saved; and you speak to me as if you thought it so. It is God that will not save me. I have done all I can." "O fool, and slow of heart to believe!" earnestly answered Guy. "Can it be God, when He cared so much for you that He sent His blessed Son down from Heaven to die for your salvation? Beware how you accuse the Lord. I tell you again, it is not His will that opposeth itself to your happiness, but your own. You have built up a wall of your own excellencies that you cannot see God; and then you cry, `He hath hidden Himself from me.' Pull down your miserable mud walls, and let the light of Heaven shine in upon you. Christ will s
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