of it--too quick;
but, all the same, they are right. There are days when we don't hit it
off with them; but there are days, too, when it all goes right, in
spite of everything.... My dear, if you only knew how funny it is--the
way the two kinds of men act! You see, the timid ones, such as you,
you never could imagine what sort the others are and what they do,
immediately, as soon as they find themselves alone with us. They are
regular dare-devils! They get many a slap in the face from us, no
doubt of that, but what does that matter? They know we're the sort
that kiss and don't tell! They know us well, they do!'
"I stared at her with the eyes of an Inquisitor, and with a mad desire
to make her speak, to learn everything from her. How often had I put
this question to myself: 'How do the other men behave towards the
women who belong to us?' I was fully conscious of the fact that, from
the way I saw two men talking to the same woman publicly in a
drawing-room, these two men, if they found themselves, one after the
other, all alone with her, would conduct themselves quite differently,
although they were both equally well acquainted with her. We can guess
at the first glance of the eye that certain beings, naturally endowed
with the power of seduction, or only more lively, more daring than we
are, reach after an hour's chat with a woman who pleases them, to a
degree of intimacy to which we would not attain in a year. Well, do
these men, these seducers, these bold adventurers, take, when the
occasion presents itself to them, liberties with their hands and lips
which to us, the timid ones, would appear odious outrages, but which
women perhaps look on merely as pardonable effrontery, as indecent
homages to their irresistible grace!
"So I asked her: 'There are women, though, who think these men very
improper?'
"She threw herself back on her chair in order to laugh more at her
ease, but with a nerveless, unhealthy laugh, one of those laughs which
ends in nervous fits, then, a little more calmly, she replied: 'Ha!
ha! my dear, improper? that is to say, that they dare everything, at
once, all, you understand, and many other things, too.'
"I felt myself horrified as if she had just revealed to me a monstrous
thing.
"'And you permit this, you women?'
"'No, we don't permit it; we slap them in the face, but, for all that,
they amuse us! And then with them one is always afraid, one is never
easy. You must keep watching the
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