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if she only made _him_--who had now in her thoughts sank to the namelessness, which proves that one name is fast filling up the whole world--made him stir from that mountain height of impassive calm--melted him into repentance--shook him into frenzied jealousy. Anything--anything--so that he no longer should stand before her like a serene Alp, which nothing human could disturb, and which--ah, in all her madness, she saw that but too clearly!--which had always such a heavenly light shining on its forehead--a purity "God-given," like his name. His name, which she had once so disliked, but which now caught a strange beauty. Lately, she had looked out its meaning in a list of Bible names; and many a time, the night before, she had said it to herself, crying it out into the dark, until its soft Hebrew vowels grew musical, and its holy Hebrew meaning grew divine. "Nathanael--Nathanael--_God-given_." Might he not indeed be a husband given unto her of God--to lead her in the right way, and make a true noble woman of her; such as a woman is always made by the love of, and the loving of, a noble man. But these were sacred night-time thoughts which vanished in the daylight, or only came in snatches and rifts, careering through the blackness that surrounded her. And still she talked to the fortunate Mr. Trenchard; made herself more agreeable than she had ever believed possible. The elderly beau was fascinated, and even Mr. Dugdale turned from election-papers, to look at his fair sister-in-law with genuine admiration--now and then nodding to Harrie, as if to see what she thought of this new light that had shot across their country hemisphere. At which Mrs. Dugdale once or twice pretended to be mightily jealous, until her husband, with his inconceivable sweet smile, his way of patting her knees with his big gentle hand, and the utterly inexpressible tone of his "Nay, now Missus" made matters quite straight, and plunged back into his politics. All this while Anne Valery sat in her arm chair--speaking little, looking from one to the other of her guests with a wandering, thoughtful eye, that, for once, noticed little the things around her, because her mental vision was afar off.--Whither-- And Marmaduke went on with his benevolent schemes for improving Dorsetshire and the world; and his Harrie had her dreams too--possibly about the advantage an M.P.'s interest might prove in future days to "the children;" and the young couple,
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