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happened before, and it will never happen again." "Not in the same way, perhaps," he said gravely. "But how do you know? I think you are one girl in ten million, and to you all things are possible." "How many men in ten million are like you?" she asked. "Men are all pretty much alike," he said. "They have good impulses and bad." In the stark darkness between the outer and the inner door of the tenement in which she lived, there was an awkward, troubled silence. He wished very much to kiss her, but had made up his mind that he would not. She thought that he might, and had made up her mind that if he attempted to she would resist. She was not in the least afraid of him any more, but of herself. He kissed her, and she did not resist. "Good-night," he said, and then with a half-laugh, "Which is your bell?" She found it and rang it. Presently there was a rusty click, and the inner door opened an inch or so. Neither of them spoke for a full minute. Then she, her face aflame in the darkness: "When you came I was only a little fool who'd bought a pair of shoes that were too tight for her. I didn't _know_ anything. I'm wise now. I know that I'm dreaming, and that if I wake up before the dream is ended I shall die." She tried to laugh gayly and could not. "I've made things harder for you instead of easier," he said. "I'm terribly sorry. I meant well." "Oh, it isn't that," she said. "Thank you a thousand thousand times. And good-night." "Wait," he said. "Will you play with me again some time? How about Saturday?" "No," she said. "It wouldn't be fair--to me. Good-night." She passed through the inner door and up the narrow creaking stair to the dark tenement in which she lived; she could hear the restless breathing of her sleeping family. "Oh, my God!" she thought, "if it weren't for _them_!" As for the young man, having lighted a long cigar, he entered his car and drove off, muttering to himself: "Damnation! Why does a girl like that _have_ a family!" He never saw her again, nor was he ever haunted by the thought that he had perhaps spoiled her whole life as thoroughly as if he had taken advantage of her ignorance and her innocence. BACK THERE IN THE GRASS It was spring in the South Seas when, for the first time, I went ashore at Batengo, which is the Polynesian village, and the only one on the big grass island of the same name. There is a cable station just up the beach from
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