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companionship the road seemed long and dreary. When he was appointed to a regiment in India, and his heart softened at the prospect of the first long parting from all he cared for, it was the separation from Mary that seemed hardest to bear. "I don't know what I shall do without you, Mary," he said. "You will forget all about us when you've been in India a month." But her lips twitched, and he noticed that she found difficulty in speaking quite firmly. She hesitated a moment, and spoke again. "It's different for us," she said, "Those who go forget, but those who stay--remember. We shall be always doing the same things to remind us of you. Oh, you won't forget me, Jamie?" The last words slipped out against the girl's intention. "Mary!" he cried. And then he put his arms round her, and Mary rested her face on his shoulder and began to cry. He kissed her, trying to stop her tears; he pressed her to his heart. He really thought he loved her then with all his strength. "Mary," he whispered, "Mary, do you care for me? Will you marry me?" Then quickly he explained that it would make it so much better for both if they became engaged. "I shan't be able to marry you for a long time; but will you wait for me, Mary?" She began to smile through her tears. "I would wait for you to the end of my life." During the first two years in India the tie had been to James entirely pleasurable; and if, among the manifold experiences of his new life, he bore Mary's absence with greater equanimity than he had thought possible, he was always glad to receive her letters, with their delicate aroma of the English country; and it pleased him to think that his future was comfortably settled. The engagement was a sort of ballast, and he felt that he could compass his journey without fear and without disturbance. James did not ask himself whether his passion was very ardent, for his whole education had led him to believe that passion was hardly moral. The proper and decent basis of marriage was similarity of station, and the good, solid qualities which might be supposed endurable. From his youth, the wisdom of the world had been instilled into him through many proverbs, showing the advisability of caution, the transitoriness of beauty and desire; and, on the other hand, the lasting merit of honesty, virtue, domesticity, and good temper.... But we all know that Nature is a goddess with no sense of decency, for whom the prop
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