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went on, passion vibrating in every note of his voice. "I love you, Shirley. I've loved you from the very first evening I met you. I want you to be my wife." Shirley looked straight up into the blue eyes so eagerly bent down on hers, so entreating in their expression, and in a gentle voice full of emotion she answered: "Jefferson, you have done me the greatest honour a man can do a woman. Don't ask me to answer you now. I like you very much--I more than like you. Whether it is love I feel for you--that I have not yet determined. Give me time. My present trouble and then my literary work--" "I know," agreed Jefferson, "that this is hardly the time to speak of such matters. Your father has first call on your attention. But as to your literary work. I do not understand." "Simply this. I am ambitious. I have had a little success--just enough to crave for more. I realize that marriage would put an extinguisher on all aspirations in that direction." "Is marriage so very commonplace?" grumbled Jefferson. "Not commonplace, but there is no room in marriage for a woman having personal ambitions of her own. Once married her duty is to her husband and her children--not to herself." "That is right," he replied; "but which is likely to give you greater joy--a literary success or a happy wifehood? When you have spent your best years and given the public your best work they will throw you over for some new favorite. You'll find yourself an old woman with nothing more substantial to show as your life work than that questionable asset, a literary reputation. How many literary reputations to-day conceal an aching heart and find it difficult to make both ends meet? How different with the woman who married young and obeys Nature's behest by contributing her share to the process of evolution. Her life is spent basking in the affection of her husband and the chubby smiles of her dimpled babes, and when in the course of time she finds herself in the twilight of her life, she has at her feet a new generation of her own flesh and blood. Isn't that better than a literary reputation?" He spoke so earnestly that Shirley looked at him in surprise. She knew he was serious but she had not suspected that he thought so deeply on these matters. Her heart told her that he was uttering the true philosophy of the ages. She said: "Why, Jefferson, you talk like a book. Perhaps you are right, I have no wish to be a blue stocking and desert
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