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arranged the racing tumult of thought in his mind enough to be in any measure sure of just what the devil he was going to say. Moreover he was oppressed by a familiar and stomachless sensation--the sensation he always had when he tried to high-dive and stood looking gingerly down from a shaky platform at water that seemed a thousand miles away and as flat and hard as a blue steel plate. There wasn't any guide in any Manual of Etiquette he had ever heard of on What to Say When Interrupting a Tete-a-Tete between Your Best Friend and a Dangerous And Beautiful Woman. He wondered idly if Ted would ever speak to him again--Mrs. Severance certainly wouldn't--and he rather imagined that even if Ted and Elinor did get married he would hardly be the welcome guest he had always expected to be there. Well, that was what you get for trying to pull a Jonathan when the Saul in question was behaving a good deal more like David in the affair with Uriah the Hittite's spouse--and it wasn't safe and Biblical and all done with a couple of thousand years ago but abashingly real and now happening directly under your own astonished eyes. He licked his lips a little nervously--they seemed to be rather dry. No use standing outside the door like a wooden statue of Unwelcome Propriety anyhow--the thing had to be done, that was all--and he pushed the bell-button with all the decision he could force into his finger. The fact that it was not answered at once helped him a good deal by giving him a certain strength of annoyance. He pushed again. It was Mrs. Severance who answered it finally--and the moment he saw her face he knew with an immense invisible shock of relief how right he had been, for it was composed as an idol's but under the composure there was emotion, and, the moment she saw him, anger, as strong and steady and impassive as the color of a metal that is only white because it has been possessed to extremity already with all the burning heat that its substance can bear. She was dressed in some stuff that moved with her and was part of her as wholly as if it and her body had been made together out of light and gilded cloud--he had somehow never imagined that she could be as--lustrous--as that--it gave him the sensation that he had only seen her before when she was unlighted like an empty lantern, and that now there was such fire of light in her that the very glass that contained it seemed to be burning of itself. And then he realize
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