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'For money! That I could not do: 'Better than betraying me, believe me.' 'I had no thought of betraying. I hope I could have died rather than consciously betray.' 'Money! My whole fortune was at your, disposal.' 'I was beset with debts, unable to write, and, last night when you left me, abject. It seemed to me that you disrespected me...' 'Last night!' Dacier cried with lashing emphasis. 'It is evident to me that I have the reptile in me, Percy. Or else I am subject to lose my reason. I went... I went like a bullet: I cannot describe it; I was mad. I need a strong arm, I want help. I am given to think that I do my best and can be independent; I break down. I went blindly--now I see it--for the chance of recovering my position, as the gambler casts; and he wins or loses. With me it is the soul that is lost. No exact sum was named; thousands were hinted.' 'You are hardly practical on points of business.' 'I was insane.' 'I think you said you slept well after it,' Dacier remarked. 'I had so little the idea of having done evilly, that I slept without a dream.' He shrugged:--the consciences of women are such smooth deeps, or running shallows. 'I have often wondered how your newspaper men got their information,' he said, and muttered: 'Money-women!' adding: 'Idiots to prime them! And I one of the leaky vessels! Well, we learn. I have been rather astonished at times of late at the scraps of secret knowledge displayed by Tonans. If he flourishes his thousands! The wonder is, he doesn't corrupt the Ministers' wives. Perhaps he does. Marriage will become a danger-sign to Parliamentary members. Foreign women do these tricks... women of a well-known stamp. It is now a full year, I think, since I began to speak to you of secret matters--and congratulated myself, I recollect, on your thirst for them.' 'Percy, if you suspect that I have uttered one word before last night, you are wrong. I cannot paint my temptation or my loss of sense last night. Previously I was blameless. I thirsted, yes; but in the hope of helping you.' He looked at her. She perceived how glitteringly loveless his eyes had grown. It was her punishment; and though the enamoured woman's heart protested it excessive, she accepted it. 'I can never trust you again,' he said. 'I fear you will not,' she replied. His coming back to her after the departure of the guests last night shone on him in splendid colours of single-minded lov
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