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urth Commandment. Miss Ponsonby was one of the many good women given to hard judgments on slight grounds, and to sudden reactions still more violent; and the sight of Lord Fitzjocelyn spending a quiet, respectable Sunday, had such an effect on her, that she transgressed her own mandate, and broached 'the distressing subject.' 'Mary, my dear, I suppose this young gentleman is an improved character?' 'He is always improving,' said Mary. 'I mean, that an important change must have taken place since I understood you to say you had refused him. I thought you acted most properly then; and, as I see him now, I think you equally right in accepting him.' 'He was very much what he is now,' said Mary. 'Then it was from no doubt of his being a serious character?' 'None whatever,' said Mary, emphatically. 'Well, my dear, I must confess his appearance, his family, and your refusal, misled me. I fear I did him great injustice.' A silence, and then Miss Ponsonby said, 'After all, my dear, though I thought quite otherwise at first, I do believe that, considering what the youth is, and how much attached he seems, you might safely continue the engagement.' Mary's heart glowed to her aunt for having been thus conquered by Louis--she who, three nights back, had been so severely incredulous, so deeply disappointed in her niece for having been deluded into endurance of him. But her resolution was fixed. 'It would not be right,' she said; 'his father would not allow it. There is so little chance of papa's relenting, or of my coming home, that it would be wrong to keep him in suspense. He had better turn his thoughts elsewhere while he is young enough to begin again.' 'It might save him from marrying some mere fine lady.' 'That will never be, whatever woman he chooses will--' She could not go on, but presently cleared her voice--'No; I should like to leave him quite free. I was less his choice than his father's; and, though I thought we should have been very happy, it does not seem to be the leading of Heaven. I am so far his inferior in cleverness, and everything attractive, and have been made so like his elder sister, that it might not have been best for him. I want him to feel that, in beginning afresh, he is doing me no injury; and then in time, whenever I come home, it may be such a friendship as there was between our elders. That is what I try to look forward to,--no, I don't think I look forward to a
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