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y reverent awe and obedience towards her cousin. When they met, he scanned her looks with a bright, tender glance, and smiled commendation when he detected no air of sleeplessness. He talked and moved as though his secret were one of untold bliss, and this was not far from the truth; for when, after breakfast, he asked her for another interview in the study, they were no sooner alone than he rubbed his hands together with satisfaction, saying--'So, Honor, you could have had me after all!' looking at her with a broad, undisguised, exulting smile. 'Oh! Humfrey!' 'Don't say it if you don't like it; but you can't guess the pleasure it gives me. I could hardly tell at first what was making me so happy when I awoke this morning.' 'I can't see how it should,' said Honor, her eyes swimming with tears, 'never to have met with any gratitude for--I have used you too ill--never valued, scarcely even believed in what you lavished on poor silly me--and now, when all is too late, you are glad--' 'Glad! of course I am,' returned Humfrey; 'I never wished to obtrude my feelings on you after I knew how it stood with you. It would have been a shame. Your choice went far above me. For the rest, if to find you disposed towards me at the last makes me so happy,' and he looked at her again with beaming affection, 'how could I have borne to leave you if all had been as I wished? No, no, it is best as it is. You lose nothing in position, and you are free to begin the world again, not knocked down or crushed.' 'Don't talk so, Humfrey! It is breaking my heart to think that I might have been making you happy all this time.' 'Heaven did not will it so,' said Humfrey, reverently, 'and it might not have proved what we fancy. You might not have found such a clodhopper all you wanted, and my stupidity might have vexed you, though now you fancy otherwise. And I have had a very happy life--indeed I have, Honor; I never knew the time when I could not say with all my heart, "The lot is fallen unto me in a fair ground, yea, I have a goodly heritage." Everybody and everything, you and all the rest, have been very kind and friendly, and I have never wanted for happiness. It has been all right. You could fulfil your duty as a daughter undividedly, and now I trust those children will be your object and comfort--only, Honor, not your idols. Perhaps it was jealousy, but I have sometimes fancied that your tendency with their father--'
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